Was with a man for the first time last night, now it makes sense why men seek men

20 years ago, a friend of mine and I messed around orally. That 5 minute experience never left my mind,. I finally gave in last night and met a man on craigslist. He's 67, I'm 40. He was a very intelligent, sensitive man. He was extremely complimentary, made me feel very nice with just gentle words about my face, voice, beard and other simple thingsHe said I have a 'boyish' smile, which would insult me if a girl told me, but makes perfect sense in a comforting and sensitive way coming from a guy. We sat in his office and talked about his life and kinds. We had just as much talking time as we did sexual things, I was there at his office for about two hours. He told me that he's worried that he thinks he might be falling in love with me. I don't really feel that way about him, or any guy, however I really like being around him, even though he's a different race, enough though he's incredibly older. It feels like an understanding a woman could never give me. However, I could never stop having sex or seeing women, the natural attraction is too greatIt makes sense now why men seek other men to me, its not about the sex. It's about another man understanding you in a way a woman never could. It felt friendly and secure and was honestly eye opening. I'm not sure if this is right, where it would lead, if I want it to lead anywhere or really even what I'm doing. I've always been curious and now the experience gives me more questions than answersAm I bi, gay, in between? After 40 years of women, am I now into men? It's all very confusing