Well, this week been pretty depressing. How much worse can it get ? :(

I bought a really nice gift for my new boyfriend for his birthday and cancelled my weekend plans to accompany him for the rest of his night so he won't be spending his birthday alone but he rejects me and want some time alone and get stonned. Thats cool, I'll give him the space he needs and didn't make a fuss about it.Turns out he was on grindr, flirting and cheating on that very same night on his birthday, lied to me and gets grumpy about it when I confronted him , broke up a day before Valentines day and today I found out I got gonorrhea from him after being tested.I tried to give another chance if he would compromise because I really love him and willing to gives him another chance but he just wants an open relationship so he can mess around while keep me by his side and only go for 100% commited when I move over to his. He even guilt trip me for not being able to move immediately so he gets lonely which he explains why he need to do that.I'm still in college and gonna graduate next year and I've been planning and finding ways to move over to his as soon as I can while he is just getting stoned every night whenever I want to speak to him.I understand LDR is really hard but we only have a year to go by before I can move to his and he is the one that agrees and promise me to go commited LDR. :(