Spoof of Auli'i Cravalho's "How Far I'll Go". My Closeted Version?

If you haven't heard the song yet, definitely check it out!! You're missing out :) Link : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPAbx5kgCJoAnyway, I heard the song and instantly could relate. I'm still in the closet and don't exactly feel ready to come out yet. Anyway, I broke down the lyrics to help whoever's reading decipher what I'm saying! Lmk what you think? (Try not to kill my self-esteem tho, I only have so much xD).Okay so here goes.I've been starring at the edge of the water (edge of the closet)Long as I can rememberNever really knowing whyI wish I could be the perfect daughter (son in my case lol)But I come back to the water (closet again)No matter how hard I tryEvery turn I takeEvery trail I trackEvery path I makeEvery road leads back to the place I knowWhere I cannot go (Afraid of losing my family and friends to homophobia)Where I long to beSee the light where the sky meets the sea (The happiness when two guys are meant to be)It calls me No one knows how far it goes (How gay I am haha)If the wind in my sail on the sea stays behind me (If I hold on to my courage through the anxiety)One day I'll knowIf I go there's just no telling how far I'll go (Or how happy I'll be (: )I know everybody on this island (in my family)Seems so happy on this island (in our family)Everything is by designI know everybody on this island (in this family)Has a role on this island (in this family)So maybe I can roll with mineI can lead with pride (I can find a girl)I can make us strong (I can make them happy)I'll be satisfied if I play alongBut the voice inside sings a different song (yeh cause I'm gay hah)What is wrong with me (That I can't just come out and b happy)See the light as it shines on the sea (The happiness when two guys are meant to be)It's blindingBut no one knows how deep it goesAnd it seems like it's calling out to meSo come find meAnd let me knowWhat's beyond that lineWill I cross that lineSee the light where the sky meets the seaIt calls meAnd no one knows how far it goesIf the wind in my sail on the sea stays behind meOne day I'll knowHow far I'll go