Confused?

Hi i'm a 21M guy...i'm not sure if im asexual or just a gay guy with low sex drive...i find masculine guys with muscles,beard and all that stuff astetically atractive, but i don't want sex with annyone, i don't fin anal or oral arousing, just boring. The point though, is that i get off with big muscles with a bit of body hair and macro/inflation with men...but aside of that nothing turns me on, and nothing sex-related turns me on...so what in the arceuschrist heaven i am?