I'm not sure where to ask this, so I'll try here... I think I'm bi-curious.

So, I'll get right to it.I'm 22, male, and in college in the Northern/Midwest United States. I've had a few long term and short term relationships with girls, and have never seen a guy an felt attracted to him within memory. I am 100% still attracted to girls. However, after seeing more feminine looking males who i've seen called "traps", I've begun to experience a bit of curiosity.I've never had any qualms with people being LBGT/whatever, but have never once felt an urge to want to give a blowjob until I saw these girls with penises.However, I have no desire to tell anyone I know about this. I want to discreetly pursue these desires without anyone I know find out, but do not how to go about it.I'm somewhat fit at 6'1" and 210 (need to get back into a running routine), and also in a large fraternity on my campus (hence the desire to be discreet).I've looked on craigslist to try to find people, but it's mostly older men. I have no idea how to go about pursuing these feelings, because I feel like these trans people only exist online.