Feel sad about my life and unsure about my future. Anyone up for chat?

Hi everyone! This's my first time here. Recently i couldn't stop thinking about my future. I think it's because i just started a new job which is not what i want but i had to do it to pay bills, you know. I have many dreams, i did try to make some of them come true but didn't succeed. Now i feel like i get stuck between chasing my dreams or giving up to become someone i hate. I don't know what i am looking for here but i really need to talk to someone. Anyone wants to chat and hear my story? We can send private messages to each other or chat on Viber or Skype?