Some guys i really like...

I thought I'd share my experiences on here since I don't really have anywhere else to share them. I'm a closeted high schooler. I've got lots of guy friends and act pretty straight so I don't think too many people suspect me. I'm pretty good looking, maybe an 8, and get some attention from girls but I'm obviously not interested haha. I kind of need some advice too. I'll talk about five guys in my life and you can tell me which relationship I should keep pursuing or which guy is your favorite. I don't know how to go about getting a boyfriend since I'm not out so advice on that would be sweet as well.We'll call the first guy Elijah. We worked at the same place and started talking one day and really seemed to click. He was super talkative and all smiles and I kept catching him stating at me. He asked if I had a girlfriend which I thought seemed suspicious but as far as I know he's straight. He's dated girls and he denies that he's gay when people ask. Still, he kept making excuses to text me and I kept making excuses to text him. He's fun to talk with and a really cool guy overall. He's an athelete and probably a 9/10 looks wise. We stopped talking over the summer but I recently got another message from him out of nowhere and we were talking about school and he said he wanted to meet up so I could tutor him on some stuff. That could just be a friendly thing though.Guy number 2, let's call him Ryan. He's extremely attractive, maybe not as much as Elijah but still a real catch. The only difference is I know he's into guys. We used to work together too (different job) and I always had the hugest crush on him but never thought he'd be interested. He was older than me and pretty popular, and I was kind of a loser back then. Anyways, we reconnected recently and I told him I was gay, he seemed interested and we talked for a few days before he told me he had a boyfriend. Still, I can't help but freak out about this. I never imagined I would actually ever be in anything even close to a relationship with this guy. He's a total bad boy and I've fantasized about him for years. He's not too smart though and he's a criminal in a couple different ways.Guy 3, we'll call him Sean. He's more of a friend type to me than anything. We hang out a bit and he's funny and fun to talk to. Plus he's sexy as hell, pretty much every girl in school is into him. I'm fairly certain he's straight even though he's not had many girlfriends and he's pretty touchy with me. He's a super religious type and I think he's just the kind of guy that gets really affectionate with his bros hahaThe last guy is the one I have the most feelings for right now. I'll call him Eddie. I saw him for the first time in school a month or so ago and right away thought he was one of the best looking people I'd ever seen. I couldn't help but stare at him whenever I saw him in the halls. Imagine how thrilled I was when he started working at the same place as me. From a few shifts with him I found out that he was just as awesome on the inside as he was on the outside. Really smart, funny, easy to talk to. The only problem is I think he has a girlfriend. The only indication I got that he was gay was that I complimented his eyes and he couldn't stop smiling for like five minutes afterwards. Also, he follows me around everywhere at work. But I still think he's straight. I can't stop thinking about him though and I'm actually excited to go into work now.So give me your feedback guys, I don't have any friends I can talk to about this stuff.