Pain of Unrequited Love..help me get over him...

Hi everyone. Just want to share to you what i have experienced today. While i was riding a jeepney going home, i saw my ex. I'm pretty sure it was him. He was my ex boyfriend who left e without proper closure or reason. He just suddenly left me hanging on air when he saw I was already falling in love with him. Going back to the scene, i saw him. New haircut with those tattoos of the monkey king (like hanuman). Walking alone (probably? ). I admit today that the moment I saw him I was quickly excited, then felt anxious. I really wanted to go down the passenger jeep but didn't because the driver might get mad at my sudden change of behavior. As the jeep kept going and making our distance to each other very long i regretted the chance that I did not go down to meet him. I admit i still love him. This maybe the reason why I cannot settle with dates ko last time because i do still love him. Hes my ideal guy.. the one in my dreams. But for some reasons he left me. But a while ago i just want to meet him again and talk and hope there will beclosure if we were not really meant for each other. I'm pretty sure he'll be in the same coffee shop tomorrow I hope so. What should i do? Everytime i see him or memory I cry because i dont want our time together get wasted away. I believe he was for me. What should i do? Help me. It seems like God has given me the greatest TEASE a while ago and I was pretty shocked and hurt of the situation. Its like i cant do anything as our distance for each other grew apart... again... I want him back in my life even just a final chat... I thought i was strong. He's my weakness... I looked for him for so long and now, another wasted moment...😢😦