Small coming out story. Hope you enjoy!

Hi everyone, this will be the first time telling anyone about my situation, this will be a tiny story and will mostly revolve around the sexual nature of my gayness (idk if that's the right word to use haha). I hope you guys enjoy this read, grammar is not my strong point so just bear with me if I make mistakes. Without further adieu enjoy my (semi) coming out story :)Ok so my name is Rob, I'm 19 and a closet bi. I have never told anyone about this, to everyone that knows me, I am as straight as a pole. I don't take negative judgement irl, but online I use it to improve my life. I am not 100% gay, I'm more like 70-30 (straight-gay) so I'm bi, so hopefully I'll still be accepted in this subreddit. I am not i attracted to male-male relationships, only the sex part. I've been watching straight porn for a very long time now (as most people do) and I've always had a fascination for whenever she has her way with guy's dick and when guy finishes on the girl. They just make it seem so appealing and hot.For the past couple of months I've been dreaming more and more about myself being in that position and pleasuring the guy so hard that he would finish like that on me [or even in me ;)]. However I don't plan on trying this with a guy in real life just yet, I want to start slow and take it one step at a time.I just want to state that I'm not looking for a relationship with men, I am ONLY looking for a relationship with women, but sexually I don't discriminate genders and I hope you can respect my view.I am really hoping if someone of you guys could reply to this giving me your thoughts about my situation or how you could help me further this new openness if need be. If anyone wants to talk to me I only really use kik to communicate with new people and nothing else. So pm me and we could start talking. We can become friends and talk about anything from everyday news, to even the most explicit of fantasies.Hopefully you enjoyed this small story and maybe hear from some of you!