Gay Arab

Hello,I'm an atheist gay arab man and i can't express my true beliefs or not participate Islamic activities because if i did that i will be judged, shunned, harassed and possibly hurt by the all the muslim people around me, i am also gay and i can't have a healthy sexual relationship with the person i feel attracted to because in my country gay people caught practicing gay acts are sent to jail, i wish i can move away from my country and go to any other place that can accept who i am like the US, how can i do that?