experimented and not sure how I feel, opinions?

Since January I have considered myself aro/ace. However starting a few months ago I started thinking a lot about gay stuff, and how much I really wanted the cuddles from another guy.Long story short: I accepted a bj that I thought I wanted but I couldn't finish. Despite that we still cuddled afterwards, which I very much enjoyed.I still think about homosexual things.Not sure what to think of the overall situation. Any thoughts?