2018. január 7., vasárnap

Unsure about my orientation

Hi r/gay, lately I've been confused about my sexual orientation. Or rather, I know I've had moments where I wanted another man to make a move on me, and I know I occasionally feel some attraction toward other men. But I don't know if these are 'true' feelings or just convenient lies I tell myself. Now I realize that might sound a bit silly, but I have a reason for being distrustful of myself here.Ever since I was a young teen people have been noticing a 'gay' vibe from me. In highschool I was teased because of this, and to this day (I'm 22 now) people I meet will frequently be quite surprised when they hear I'm not. Add to this the fact that the strongest sexual attraction I've ever had to a man was while I was rolling (thus doubtful). And my slight frustration at being single and a virgin at age 22 and you've got quite the motive for my brain to tell itself:'You're not weird for being a virgin at age 22, you've just been confused, I swear as soon as you figure things out things will be looking just peachy'. Because that would be pretty convenient.I'm posting this here because I don't really know how to proceed in this situation. Have any of you gone through similar experiences? How did you figure it out? How do you feel now?Thanks for taking the time to read through this post, have a nice day! (Sorry the closer isn't more cool sounding, I got stuck)EDIT: typo

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