2018. január 9., kedd

Guys. I think I'm in Love.

I moved from Northern California to Atlanta about two years ago. When I left Cali, there was a guy that I had been lightly hanging with for about a year. I had this feeling that I was more into him than he was into me, BUT you also have to consider his position. He had just finished the bar exam and was trying to figure out his next steps career wise. AND he isn't exactly out to his parents yet (he's 26). SO, there are issues on his side that he has to figure out before he can commit or even admit how he feels (are you all still with me?) Moving on, honestly I felt like me moving and being so far away that we would gradually just completely lose touch. But we've been somewhat consistent with texting each other and all that good stuff. Although I did feel like I was doing most of the work. Now, he's a little more established. Career is going well for him, and last time I texted him he told me he'd probably move from home and get his own place sometime this year. I have tried really hard to not take things too seriously, basically not imagining something that's not there. Minimize our relationship and how he might feel about me. But ... out of nowhere he said something like "I miss your face", and the romantic side of me couldn't help but be like "AHHHH he loves me!" I'm just putting this out there, for... I don't know what reason. If any of you would LIKE to offer feedback or a different perspective than I'd definitely be grateful and listen. But... overall, my feeling is that I just have to be the one to not give up on the potential relationship. That there is some sort of Hope. I could be a delusional sack still, but I'm getting more confident that this guy might be mine =)Anyhoo - sometimes when you write stuff out, it gives you a better overall perspective of things. Thanks for reading =)

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