Merry (Lonely for me) Gay Christmas

I just finished watching Skam and it's almost 6 am though i can't sleep because of my thoughts. I turned 17 four days ago and am coming more to terms with my sexuality, even if i'm scavenging for any gay things like a rabid dog. Even though i feel very lonely and left in this extremely homophobic society, i must say that i love you guys for being so supportive of everyone and loving. Love you lots and merry Christmas!