I am gong to come out

I know it's 2am. And its Christmas but I have decided when I wake up in the morning I am going to come out with my aunt and then after Christmas the rest of my familyI need to. I feel like there is this part of me hat isn't me when I am around them and it's been eating me ho for a while. I know they will be accepting and I do I KNOW they will it's just I have to do this for me. And I thought I would post it on here first. All my friends and some of my less immediate family know by they have been kind as to not say anything. But now it's up to me tomorrow I have decided when I get up I am going sit my aunt down and talk to her.