Went out with my ex for 3 1/2 years, he unexpectedly broke up with me 6 months ago because the conversation of us moving in together never came up, so he assumed that it was because the relationship wasn't serious enough, when he basically already lived with me.

I would've moved in with him in a heartbeat if the two of us had a serious conversation about it but we didn't. And this feeling of what could've been is consuming me. And I kinda just want someone to bounce ideas off of. West Texas isn't the greatest place to look for deep conversations regarding gay issues. lol Halp.