I Need Someone

Hello, my name is Alex. Sadly enough most people won't even care to read this or if they do they'll leave hateful comments. Anyways to my point. I'm here because I am looking for a Daddy. I'm 18 a bit chubby but I do keep my weight in check. I'm loyal, obedient, and a quick learner. I will admit I do have flaws just as everyone else though my scars do run deep. I'm a month post-breakup from my ex and he is still making me feel like shit. No he isn't saying hateful things but he is ignoring me emotionally acting like I have no emotions. I have anger issues, I have trust issues for what I feel should be an obvious reason, I'm bipolar. I'm looking for a man who is willing to take me in care for me and love me. Do I feel that the internet is the best way? No but I'm doing it this way because I am too much of a chicken shit to do it face to face, I haven't even told my parents that I am bisexual 1 because they would most likely lash out at me and 2 I don’t want to be kicked out of my only living situation. That's not to mention that I crossdress on occasion. Would I like to be able to be open about stuff yes but I can't because I fear rejection. Anyways I know I just rambled on about my problems mostly but I really do want someone who would care for me and love me truly. Sadly that most likely will never happen but, if for some reason you feel compelled to try and "fix" me or want to show me that love is real feel free to pm me.Sincerely, Alex