how can I be more than a dick puppet

literally I feel so like trashy. I'm 16 in highschool and it's like I'm a dick puppet for horny guys to stick their dicks into. I literally wanna like be walking with someone under the stars and be holding his hand and we romantically have sex under the stars but instead I'm a puppet in the backseat of a freaking Honda. and also the gay guys at my school are so ugly and creepy like there are literally 6 out and the only attractive one has a freaking boyfriend or something from another school and always talks to freaking bitchy boy not me. does anyone have advice on how I can become somebody's man under the stars instead of a freaking dick puppet???