gay, kind of???

So I find many aspects of women attractive but I really REALLY dislike vag and boobs but I can find 90% to be ok looking. I really like dick and a flat chest. Most men I see seem very unattractive to me. I seem to only like guys in the femboy camp. I also feel like a fem my self. so like, I'm a fem whos into fems I guess? I'm 19 and I never dated anyone. I don't know how any of this shit works.