Anyone have gay experiences as a kid?

What happened? Was it a good experience overall? Were you ashamed? How did it start?I had gay experiences between the ages of 9-17 with a neighbor kid predominantly. We had a few instances with another neighbor (3some), and had an experience with the 3 of us, and two older kids.I've kept this under wraps and told only one person in the years since it took place. I found discussing what happened was therapeutic and kinda fun.I'm married w/kids now.