I'm a straight white guy, but I have a crush on an Asian guy

Throwaway account:Well, I always thought Asian guys were attractive. I actually have a crush on an Asian (Japanese) Celebrity who is a man. I dont know why, but Asian guys are more attractive to me than White men I'm not really gay and never have slept with a man, but Asian men are really attractive. I've even cuddled with an Asian guy who's gay. Is this normal?