I live with regret.

I regret being gay. I wish I were straight. My family hates me, most of my friends left me after they found out, it ruined my navy career and my very comfortable life I had. Also every gay guy I have ever met and hoped to date was either cheating on their bf with me(I didnt know), compulsive liars or gold diggers. Are there any decent guys out there or am I totally fucked. TL:DR I am tired of a boy whom I really like fucking me over. I just wanna feel love.