I feel a little more confused than I originally thought I was.

Not really sure if this is the best place but I'm starting to question what I am sexually....again. I know that I'm bisexual but recently I've been thinking a lot about sorta wishing I was a girl? I don't think I'm trans. But the idea of being as sexy as a girl to me would be nice? Maybe because I don't think I'm attractive? I think feminine traits are more attractive overall. I can't exactly have sex with a girl without some sort of compensation which is kind of a bummer. I honestly don't know if this is just me being perverted or something else.....I'm rambling a lot but I just don't know what my deal is. I'm sorry.