2018. május 31., csütörtök
What happened
What happened to my life? Like for real. The happy, full of hope teenager that believed he could make things work, that the people he cares about would care for him when he comes out is long gone, he 'died' in misery and pain and as it turns out his hopes were empty, I am still in the same awful place just as before but unlike then my hope is gone. I hate my existence. Wish my mom had had an abortion.
Why do I feel this toward a gay friend?
This is going to be long. So please bear with me. Besides that, this is my first reddit post. If I said something wrong, please correct me.I am gay, tested HIV positive since July 2017. After I achieved undetectable viral load in January, I mentioned it on my Grindr profile. Then, came a guy. He contacted me on Grindr, started by asking questions about HIV, then it slowly turned into a friendly chat. That day, we exchanged pictures. Then few days later, he contacted me again, we eventually exchanged numbers. Initially our conversations through texts messages were limited. After a few weeks, we decided to meet up.Meeting up with him changed everything. I slowly grew fond of him. We have met up for four times before today. The more we met up, the more I got interested in him. I viewed him more of a friend than something romantic. One of the reasons I tried to limit my relationship with him because I doubted that I was attractive or interesting to him.Today, he sought help from me. All in all, I knew he had sex with a man the day before. Now, I knew that he had a bf before and has a girlfriend right now. However, right now, after seeing him and spend the morning with him with something, I feel weird. I feel down. I feel uneasy. Probably, it has to do with the fact that he had sex with a man? But, what confuses me is, I never consider him as my love interest. I would never want to have sex with him. So, why would I feel sad knowing that he had sex with a man, while I myself have been hooking up with men too?I hope anyone who has experienced such feelings before could help me out. If not, probably you can share some tips to get over such feelings. Thank you very much.
Being a gay man can make your body issues worse
I stumbled upon this article just now, and it made me reflect my social life ever since I came out a few years ago.I spoke to a few men anonymously about this on Grindr. As one told me, “what’s seen as normal in straight men isn’t the same with gay men. “You can be ‘straight thin’, but ‘gay fat’.”Truth be told, what I thought would be liberating turned out to also make me awfully self-conscious. A lot of gay men here are seeking validation which results in fixation with their appearance. I spent years being looked down just because I don't have the perfect abs and biceps, and to make matter worse, I live in a Muslim-majority country that condemns homosexuality. It's hard enough hiding from society, and now I get to be isolated in my own community as well.I've been struggling to find any sort of meaningful relationship because people are so focused on physicality, and nothing else. There's no such thing as brain over beauty in gay community (at least around me), and it's either you succumb to this awfully superior social pressure or get lonely most of your time.I get that everybody has standard and preferences, but then again, when 90% of the people you came across are judgmental about your appearance, and won't even spend one second to look at you just because you don't have a six-pack and muscular body, life can be pretty lonely.Cheers from a slightly ajar closet.
Fellow bottoms, did you experience this?
Backstory:So I'm single, in my early twenties and a bottom. I got sick of trying to find a partner, so decided to get a butt plug off of Amazon and do the job myself. A couple months back, I used it for the first time. This was the first time I have put anything up there. Everything was pretty good and it felt good. I'm pretty sure it was stimulating my prostate, because whenever it went in deep enough and at just the right angle, things felt really good.So now the problem I have, is whenever my butt cheeks spread even a little, from walking up stairs to sitting on a chair, I get some stimulation down there. It pretty much feels like what it's like when the butt plug stimulated my prostate, but a lot less intense.To some extent I'd say it's almost like when you're on a diet and just want to eat everything. But instead of food, it's a butt plug.So the questions are:1 - Wtf?2 - Did anyone else get this after exploring their booty hole? :-D
Had a moment last night
So I'm just gonna pour out my emotions here. Last night I had some revelations about the state of my life and I kinda feel like it was a second coming out to myself. I'm 21 now and I started coming out to friends and eventually my father and sister at 18 as gay. I haven't told my mother yet (religious one) and I was just thinking that maybe it's a bit selfish to have my dad keep that secret still even if we don't usually talk about things like that. Who knows maybe he told her or she already knows. But still, it would suck to know that I told my dad and sister 3 years ago and not her.I've also been thinking about my mental state and why I feel depressed again considering I have a nice accepting group of friends and family surrounding me and I realized it's mostly myself to blame. I keep holding myself still from being my true self. I keep saying things to myself like "maybe when I lose weight I'll have the confidence to come out to everyone" or "when I leave the country and begin my life somewhere else I can be happy and live my life." I realized that I can't keep stopping myself from these things. My country may not be the most accepting (Caribbean) but it's safe enough in my circles to do as I want. I need to stop thinking of myself as lesser and start living. I've never been in a gay relationship and it's honestly because I was too afraid to put myself out there. I have gay friends and know a few couples and if they can live their life to the fullest so can I.As for right now I think my depression has lifted a bit and I'm going to try and work on myself in terms of confidence and keeping a healthy mind, diet and workout pattern to try and bring some kind of routine into my life and I'm going to focus on what's important to me instead of bringing up old negatives that have long passed.
Power bottoms, I need advice
As an aspiring power bottom, I call on those power bottoms that came before me, how can I become a successful power bottom?
Gay behavior clishee?
I‘m getting this a lot. I’m gay and look and behave, it seems, outside the gay clishee. Whenever I tell people I’m gay I get „What, you don’t look gay, you don’t behave gay, bla bla.“ Is this myth of all gays behaving differently still so deeply in the minds of the people that some don’t even believe you are, when you don’t behave the way they think you should? People should realize that these two things are not necessarily connected. A gay person can behave more manly/girly than the average and revert.
2018. május 30., szerda
Anyone else?
Anyone else have no gay friends and no straight accepting friends? How do you go by without any friends? I find it really hard, I used to be a very socially engaged person and now that I have no friends it's like a huge hole of loneliness...
Coming out to people gets easier, and kind of more fun
This year has been big for me. I accepted who I am, had a boyfriend for a bit, and am starting to calm down about the excitement of being gay. I feel like after figuring it out, it took me some time to let it not control my life, but I am feeling good about where I am and I am finding myself more accepted then I expected. That being said, here is a funny little story that happened yesterday.Yesterday a housemate who I don't speak to much overheard my new revelation about my past I was sharing to a friend of mine who has been helping me though this, the revelation being I never used the word straight to describe myself ever (wonder why :P). He just turns to me and said "I thought you were straight man". I respond without a second thought with "Nope, I'm hella gay!". He thinks for a second then gives out this "Oh" that said everything it needed to. I thought it was pretty funny seeing as I probably would have been that oblivious last year, but considering how I had a guy over, it should have checked some kind of box.It helps to write these things down, I have a few other fun stories. Perhaps I should share them at some point.
Gay immigrant friendly city
As a closeted gay from India, moving to which city would be better for me- Melbourne, Australia or Toronto, Canada? Any other country or city suggestions?
How much do you value your physical attractiveness and the attractiveness in your partner?
So I'm the type of guy who isn't too overly fussed over my physical appearance. I'm not good looking but I'm not horrible looking. I personally don't try to seek out the most attractive guy rather get to know as many guys as I can and see which one clicks. But tbh, I'm finding this really hard in today's hook up culture. Everyone else seems to put too much emphasis on physical appearance that it makes it hard for me to really get deep with someone.I'm sure this has been asked many times before but why not talk about it again?
I did it...I blew my straight friend last night.
I had posted about my straight friend selling me his nudes. Well last night he offered to let me suck his dick instead of making a jerk video for me. We met in some parking lot at 2 am (6 hours ago from the time of posting). It was awesome we sat there chatting and smoking a blunt, when he asked me if I was ready to eat his cum. Of course I was, but the fun part was going to be milking it out of him. He said "Im just going to watch some porn" he pulls his pants and boxerbriefs down and his cock is more glorious in person than the pictures and videos he sent. He scoots around in his car so his back is to the door and I have full access to this big 8 inch ginger straight cock. He is already hard and ready to go, I raise his shirt up and go down to his dick that is resting above his belly button and I start licking and sucking on his big mushroom head causing him to groan. That groan urged me on so I start taking the rest of his cock in my mouth until it hits the back of my throat. His head is too big to fit into my throat but I start humming with most of his dick in my mouth and he moans some more. I come off his dick and work my way down to give his balls some attention, boy am I glad I did, he informed me his balls were really sensitive and I could feel him tense up every time I took one gently into my mouth. After giving his balls some attention I wanted to see how far I would be able to go. I start going lower and lower until my mouth find this straight boys virgin hole. Now I don't know if he was expecting this or maybe even wanted this, but he was clean and delicious. Once my tongue touched his hole he scooted his hips up to give me better access and you could hear his voice almost crack when he moaned. After giving his hole a good fucking with my tongue I move back up to this perfect cock that needs to cum. Im sure most of you reading this have given head before so I am sure you know it can be exhausting at times, but the little grunts and groans and heavy breathing coming from the guy help you keep pushing through a tired jaw, tired arm, or sore back. Not only does this guy have a nice body and cock, but he is adorable, so I look up at his face while he is watching porn and his eyes are half open in a daze. I look him right in the eye and tell him "Tell me when you are getting close and when you are going to cum" He says ok. I am going to town on his dick, slurping on the head and jerking his thick shaft. His breathing gets heavier and he says "Im getting close and so you know I cum a lot so be ready for it." I tell him "Im ready for it" and get back to sucking. His hips come up and I run my hand over his stomach to feel his abs contracting as he says "Im cumming get ready to swallow my nut dude" I pulled my mouth to just the head and began flicking my tongue under it as it seemed to double in size. This boy wasn't joking, He erupted right on the tip of my tongue. Three blasts in I decide I need to see this adorable face as he cums. I keep stroking and look up at him and as I lock eyes with him he says "Im not done dude get your mouth back on it. " I obey because I don't want to waste a drop of the most delicious cum I have ever tasted. He is grunting and groaning saying "damn damn damn" as I start milking the head to get every drop. He tries to pull me off and I keep my lips locked around his pulsing mushroom head as long as I can savoring the taste of sweet straight boy cum. As I start to let his head slowly slide out of my mouth I grab the shaft and continue to stroke until I get to the head latching my fingers around it. He tries to turn back and I get the last remaining cum on my fingers. He starts to put his boxerbriefs back on as I am licking my fingers enjoying the taste of his cum. We start chatting and he says "Damn I wish I would have known you wanted my dick when we worked together, instead of smoke breaks we could have taken suck breaks with you on your knees eating my cum" That would have been nice. He then says "Im still straight, a penis is not going in my mouth and a penis is not going in my ass" My response was "Dude I dont think you are gay, I was the one that just had your penis in his mouth and swallowed your cum." We chatted a little more and finished the blunt and I hopped out and got back in my car to head home. When I went to bed as soon as I got home I could still taste his cum in my mouth as I jerked off and shot the biggest load of my life drenching myself to the point that I had to take a shower.Lets hope this becomes a regular thing.
I have another friend who i also think is bi
Hes hot and has a girl friend but as school he always has a lowkey gay vibe. He thrusts his hips on guy friends and also gets handsy. I donr usually hang out with him, but one night we were at a award ceremony that was long and boring. So we just had small talk, then all of a sudden he put his hand on my lap and I let him. For about 10 min no moving just small talk and he kept it there. He also on the spot textes his gf they were breaking up offixially , they were fightinf for sometime. I dont have much more experienxe with him or other signs , but that was a little convincing just wanting to know yalls thouhhts
A world ruled by faggots
“I’ve just had a revelation. This world is filled with faggots and I’m completely surrounded by them. They seem to be drawn to me, closing in. Never thought about it until now, but im pretty certain my grandfather was a faggot. Him and his wife sleep in separate beds. Towards the end of his life he began coming on to me pretty aggressively. I remember once in a restaurant he sat next to me and started rubbing my back. I wasn’t uncomfortable but I really started to hate him in that moment. I’m pretty sure my dad is a faggot as well. Once we were having a philosophical discussion on why a man would chose to put his dick in an asshole, something I do not understand at all, and he began defending the practice. My uncle just touched my shoulder last night during what I thought to be a pretty interesting conversation. Nothing felt more wrong in my life. I have lost all respect for the guy and no longer wish to see my family out in Oklahoma this summer. I remember at a bar once when I was about 20 I was chatting to a few dudes who looking back im certain were lying to me about every detail of their life. At one point this creeper put his hands on my hips and waist. I asked him what he was doing and he removed them.Why don’t faggots chat up other faggots? Why are they only attracted to real men? Why do faggots marry women if what they secretly crave is another mans dick up their ass? Makes no godamn sense to me. They must really hate themselves.Now that I think about it pretty much everybody who hangs out at the gym and checks their form in the mirror is probably a closeted faggot. Pretty sure my old friend from Havertown, who was obsessed with me is secretly a faggot. He really got on well with girls. He was their bitch. Once I was sleeping over at his house and he removed all his clothes covering his dick and ass with a couple of books and began to dance around. I thought it was really funny, but looking back on it now im not sure what to think anymore.Pretty sure anyone who gets married and doesn’t have kids right away is a faggot. Faggots fear children more than anything.Pretty sure anyone who gets on with women in general is a faggot. I freely admit I do not understand women nor do I like talking to them in general. They are alien to me. Why does a faggot appear so comfortable around them?aPerhaps one of you could please explain to me exactly what goes on in the mind of a faggot? Thank you for reading.
I finally did it (pt 2)
So after finally having my first facefucking since i was a teenager (first time with my gf seeing me) i finally got to the courage to take a cock in my ass.He used a condom with alot of lube and omg it felt so weird at first, ill be honest i was so frightened about the pain because i dont deal with pain that well plus he was 9 inches. But when he stuck it in it didnt hurt as much. Just the sensation of needing to take a crap lol.But then, once he really mounted me and started going much deeper, and since his dick also had a curve, it felt amazing. Like i cant describe it at all but it was just hitting a spot in my ass that i felt like i was gonna cum.Anyways it was an amazing experience for a first time.
Nipple Orgasm 💧💦
Hi people, Are there any guys out there who can have a nipple orgasm? I have been able to cum from playing with my nipples, for quite a while. The orgasm that comes from this stimulation is very different from a regular "dick-jacker" orgasm. Both feel great though. 😂 I always wonder how nipple stimulation feels for other guys. Does it tickel? Does it feel good? etc. For me it drives me up the wall, in the best way. Its my weak spot, and they feel so sentive I have to watch what shirts I wear. Especially in the summer..If im wearing graphic T shirts or anything with a heavy panel in the front, it sticks to my nipples due to the weather. It feels so good I have to fight not to get hard. anyways, when I play with my nipples, for me, the best way I can describe it is a symphony involving 3 parts. Each nipple, and my dick. Its insane because its almost like two clits and a dick are being stimulated on one human body. Absolute best way to describe it for lack of a better analogy. When i stimulate them, it feels like someone is literally going down on me. Its some crazy ghost-head stuff. I can feel a painfully long orgasm, taunting me...building so slowly that I hang in extended pleasure. The sensations around the base grow. Stinging and warm...pulsating. It grows stronger. Until I get to that point right before I start to shoot. Imagine hitting the pause button right there. feeling like any second, cum is about to start flying out. The proverbial "Oh shit, im gonna cum" ...and freeze that moment. I sort of hang there..By this point im flicking both nipples like im trying to make my girlfriend cum. this is the part where you get the "daddy, dont stop" and I just keep flicking them. Im on fire. my dick is doing deep twitches and freezing..hiccupy contractions, very deep and clenching. I can feel it cumming but it just wont cum... im still there like "oh shit im cumming..im cumming" just waiting for my orgasm to finsh. It starts pouring out, into a puddle. like a faucet just got turned on... the orgasm spills over, then I start shooting and i finally peak. violent squirting. it arouses me so much I can't help it. Im wimpering and just creaming myself. its a highly pleasurable orgasm and Its the epitome of a "good nut." its like hacking into the system to make all of the quarters fall out of the casino slot at once. i feel like I empty myself out completely. I always release the floodgates when I do it. Am I the only one out there who can cum this way? ive seen pornhub videos so i guess im not. My real question is how common is it?
2018. május 29., kedd
What do i do, im embarrassed
Sucked my bestfriends older brothers dick, while we were drunk asf. Then he told his brother I was touchy with him. my friend mentioned it to me with a lol. Idk if the brother remembers the BJ besides the touchyness, but Im scared to go back to their house if the time comes. going be awkward asf .
[Venting] My Brother Came Out
So my Brother came out to the family this week, and today he announced he had a boyfriend. I came out to my family about four years ago and it was possibly the most stressful year of my life.I’m aware that my feelings are in the arena of jealousy or resentment, and I’m aware that it’s not right to have that response to a) a family member doing something incredibly difficult, and b) something you have experience of. But I do resent him a little bit.I just feel he has had such and easy time of it - having been party to my coming out, and seeing the reactions I got from the side line I think has made it easy for him. Not that I want him to find it hard, just that I don’t think he appreciates how easy he has it.I sound like an asshole, but it’s just how I feel currently.Also, announcing he has a boyfriend. I hid my first relationship for six moths when i was at school before we decided it was too stressful to continue in secret.I suppose it comes down to a sibling jealousy or something similar. He’s the youngest of us and has Mum wrapped around his finger. He’s the best looking, the tallest, the most socially confident. He just seems to have it all, and now he’s out, AND has a boyfriend. That was the one thing I had that no one else did, and now it’s another thing he’s doing better at than me!I’m such a self centred dick... but screw him...
Should I say this?
Listen I have 2 homophobia brothers that don’t know I’m gay and they always say f.a.g. Word. I picked up on it before I recognized that I’m gay. I don’t know why but it is hard to stop saying it. Is it wrong that I say it because I don’t know?
Am I the only one concerned with how sexualized lgbt pride is?
Parading around in public while in BDSM gear and standing on top of penis floats is disgusting and practically parades the stereotype to the general, already intolerant public that lgbt people are perverts. Now I've heard silly arguments that pride is sexualized because lgbt people were always desexualized by everyone else because their very existence made them uncomfortable. But like, even disabled and mentally ill people were and are still thought of as sexless because people don't like to think of them as people with sexual desires like everyone else. Additionally, they were also forcibly castrated and sterilized like lgbt people used to be. Does that mean disabled people have the right to parade around in jockstraps? I hope you realise what I'm trying to say. I did talk about my views to an lgbt advocate, and he just didn't get it. He kept running out of counter arguments but the disturbing part was that he initially claimed that lgbt pride is meant to be family friendly. Like, I'm sorry. Debating on what should and shouldn't be allowed in lgbt pride is one thing, but don't you dare say that lgbt pride is family friendly when it's so vulgar and sexual many times.
how would you be catholic and support lgbt
Look iii have been homophobic in the past not on reddit but how are ways to supportt lgbt community
Newb Gay Ask ‘Bout
I hardly get out but when I do it’s mainly at night bc the sun isn’t gunning me down with its sun rays lol especially here in Phoenix but last month I was out playing Pokémon go and getting in my leg exercise when I saw a dude rubbing one off on a bench. He approached me and asked if I wanted head but I declined the offer. I have a friend but he’s as inexperienced like me. He’s mentioned he said that it’s called cruising. I’ve heard and read about it but I didn’t know it was still a thing. Quite frankly I’m interested in know where I can find areas of such an activity. Hence my post. How does one cruise tho and what can one do to be safe whilst doing so? Help? Lol
2018. május 28., hétfő
What does it mean when a stranger stares at you for more than the average time of a random stare?
I find it hard to stare back, but I can see them still staring from the side of my sight
Straight neighbour
Straight neighbour, married, two kids, smokes a lot of dope with me, appreciates good beer, I can’t help but want to suck his dick every time I see him. I just can’t ask. The drinking doesn’t help, I get slut-tee. He has piercings (admits to a Jacob’s Ladder on his dick), and talks about his sexual conquests. He tells me a lot of intimate stuff about him and his wife.This is just a rant, not so much a question. It’s just a blow job, what’s the big freaking deal?
Am I selfish for wanting to end it?
I’ve been seeing someone for over a year now pretty casually. When it started, we saw each other decently often (like once or twice a week) but after a few months it changed to only seeing each other once, maybe twice a month. We talked a couple times about making it a relationship but nothing really ended up happening or changing.I’ve been wanting to end what we have together for a while now, as I think that I was blinded by being with someone for the first 6 or so months, but now I’m realizing that we are two completely different people that are not very compatible. We have completely different personalities, senses or humour, and honestly mostly different interests.The other reason I want to stop seeing him is because neither of us put much effort into seeing each other for the first year. We’d see each other every once in a while when we had time to, and I feel like people who actually want to be together find time to see each other, not just hang out on days that they’re coincidentally both free.The only thing that’s stopping me is that last time we saw each other, he asked if i wanted to meet his friends and spend more time together (which I feel like he’s said a few times before and nothing changed) and ending it is making me feel guilty and bad for him, but I know In the Long run, I’m just postponing the inevitable. He’s also an extremely nice person, and I’m sure he’ll find someone who’s really compatible for him, I just don’t think that person is me.Does my reasoning make sense to you guys? Also how could I go about this the easiest way, cause I know it’s gonna hurt him, I just want to do it in the most respectable way possible.
13 Reasons Why Controversial Rape Scene
This morning I read an article about a rape scene in season 2 of the show 13 Reasons Why. They’re saying that Netflix is under pressure to remove the show entirely because of it. They’re calling it a “male rape scene”, and so of course I had to see what all the fuss was about and I watched it on YouTube. I couldn’t finish it. It broke my heart. I just couldn’t. The show runners and some of the cast are defending it, saying this happens and their responsibility is to show reality and hopefully start a dialogue.I dunno if any of you have watched it. I won’t give my opinion about this, I just watched it and it’s too fresh, and I just can’t..If any of you have seen it, it be curious to know your thoughts. What does displaying such brutality do for us? Is it helpful? Or just plain horrifying. Did they go too far?Just a note, it is very graphic, I don’t recommend you watch if you’re sensitive to this kind of content.
Just a rant about being alone
This is just me whining about stuff, mostly cause I can’t find a partner.So basically, I’m at the point where I’ve completely given up on finding a partner. Mostly all I have tried is online dating…tinder. But every time it turns out I’m constantly the only one to make conversation. To double check I’m not being paranoid, I don’t message first after the last conversation. But every single time, guys never make conversation. So I take this as a sign that the guy is just not that into me. So I stop making the effort cause I feel like I’m a nuisance. I've even tried Grindr…I know, that’s not what Grindr’s for. Though, I end up deleting it within a couple of days because it gets creepy really quickly. I’ve also tried Hornet, but again, it’s the same as Grindr. The thing is, I don’t believe I’m hideous. I’d say I’m pretty OK, about 6.5/10. Nothing too special, but not someone that would make you shiver. That and I do get quite a few matches on Tinder too. I’m 5ft 11. I’m a British Indian, but I don’t think that has much impact, cause it’s about the face rather than skin colour. And I’m a bottom, or at least I think I am. I've got a wee safety pouch (despite going running basically everyday!!!), but I'm cool with it cause it's kinda funny when it jiggles. So, for the most part, I don't think my appearance is the problem. So I guess you could say that it must be my personality…The problem with this is that I’ve literally never dated…ever. And I’ve never been intimate before either. So I don’t really know how to ‘hit it off’. I’ve never had a gay friend to even talk to before either, so I guess I’m not actually sure how to converse with fellow gays (that was a joke, I talk to everyone pretty much in the same way). My friend circle is really small, like one person.Also, the reason I haven’t tried other methods is that I’m pretty sure I have stereotypical anxiety and social anxiety. On top of that, I only recently came out of a really low state of depression that laster about five years. And on top of that, I’m also sure I’ve got a drop of anorexia and body dysmorphia here and there, though I’m still in denial about those cause I figured out how to deal with them. But I’m managing them all, cause I had to learn coping mechanisms to get through them all. Though, I’ve got a lot of walls up because of all this stuff and a lot of other stuff.I dunno, it’s just really annoying because it just seems that whatever I try, I just never manage to cover any ground. And the thing is, I started trying at 17 and now I’m 23, and at this point, I feel as though I’m getting way too old for all this stuff. Some other stuff is that I’m at uni. Though, I’m just finishing my last year, so there’s no opportunities there now.I dunno. I just thought I’d rant about stuff and see what others can make of it all…
Need help with a breakup from the man I still love
I feel like such a mess at the moment, I thought everything was fine but he suddenly said he had to end it because he wasn’t fine with being gay and he had mental health things to sort out.I just can’t get my head around why he has to go through everything alone, when I’ve been there for him through everything else. I almost wish he hated me so I could accept it and move on but instead he let me stay the night and got me food.I just don’t know how to move forwards, I don’t want to move on I want to be there for him again when he’s sorted himself out. I just feel like I have no control on my life at the moment, any advice for moving forwards?
2018. május 27., vasárnap
Discreet gay man looking for lesbian companion in NY area....
I am a genuine, educated, athletic, easy on the eyes, physically fit, DISCREET, gay man searching for a discreet lesbian in the NY area. I would have to assume there are lesbians, who like me, never intend to come out for several obvious reasons (family, work, etc). I am looking to experience all the beautiful things in life with someone special, a best friend, a companion, my partner in crime. Love to take road trips and visit new places. My interests include the beach, dining out, health and fitness, sports, cooking, weekend getaways, movies, night out on the town, concerts, hiking, biking, animals, wineries or just staying home relaxing. Basically I am interested to try anything at least once. But I want to enjoy these life experiences with someone who will be my life partner/companion. I made a decision that I never want to come out as being gay. I would be significantly happier in a trusting and loving relationship with a discreet lesbian, who like me, feels she never wants to come out. This relationship would also mean living together. I have my own home, live alone. If you are out there I am looking for you.
He’s not ready for a relationship
I met this person on tinder, and very early on thought it would be awesome to go on a date, but we live about an hour away from each other. That didn’t stop us, and planned a halfway date. We had a week or so before the date so we talked a lot, and matched very well. We sort of fantasized our future and we’re both very open and honest about what we want and about ourselves in general. It was sort of a dream how well everything was going; we even planned times for a second and third date if the first date goes well. The first date came; and it was AMAZING for the both of us. It wasn’t awkward or weird, we clicked like we did online. We both found each other very attractive on all levels; had a great time at dinner, went to a park, kissed, talked; blah blah blah. We ended up making out a ton, and a little further (no sex). It was just a wonderful time and we then went on the second date a couple days later.This is where it gets a little more real. He started off the date talking about how he isn’t ready for a relationship and he might need to take time to himself. He talks to a counselor he has known for a long long time, and because of past relationships and insecurities of his, he told me this. He did this all not to hurt me, or get my hopes up as we sort of thought we would become a thing fairly quickly. So this date started off pretty blunt and honest, which was a bummer, but also really appreciated. To make a long story short, we talked and stayed with each other hours after, had a little fun, and talked about this all. It was really quite sad, and we are both really into each other; but he doesn’t want to get involved in something for a label or for the wrong reasons. He said over the summer he will be able to collect himself and see where he stands in being ready for a relationship and will let me know either way.We are both busy with stuff this summer for a couple months so would have been separated and busy anyway, so if we were to become a thing it would have been after we have completed our summer stuff (mid-August). The plan was to meet back up once more before college starts, and try to make it work long distance.We both really have a connection, and will still keep in contact over the summer; just wondering what you all think about all of this, and what you would do in my situation? I feel I have no problem waiting I see if he is ready, as I will be consumed by my summer job, but afterwords feel I should move on if he doesn’t think he can commit.
Announcement
I first came out exactly one year ago.Since then, I've gotten a boyfriend, but more importantly, I've got nothing but support from all my friends and family.🏳️🌈 Be proud of who you are 🏳️🌈-- With Love, Ethan.
My boy friend is addicted to jack’d? Grindr?
We have been together for 4years..we are late 20’s. and so far we have almost borken up 4times as I found he has used gay chatting apps and met some guys... we really do love each other, live together and settled down like marriage couple. Last time when I found out he had one night stand, I decided to give him one last chance and he wanted that too. But he did it again... he said he really love me and don’t want to break up but it is like addiction when he is bit horny he keep using apps and meet up someone.. I think it happens like every 6months or so.. he said he doesn’t know why.. and I don’t know what I should do... We don’t want an open relationship and don’t want to break up but how he can stop being addicted to these apps...?
Anyone interested in being pen pals?
Hi everyone. I'm Austin, I'm 22, and I live near Dallas Texas. I just graduated with a bachelor's degree in software engineering, and I'm starting my PhD in the same subject in the fall. I'm looking for someone who is interested in exchanging letters frequently. I love sending letters, postcards, and pictures of my garden and my cats. My interests include knitting, crochet, baking, taking care of my new garden, finding new bars to hang out at, TV, movies, and podcasts. You can glean a lot about my interests from going through my comment history.I already posted on /r/penpals but I'm especially interested in exchanging letters with another gay dude. I'm open to someone from any country, and of any age, although I think I might have more to talk about with someone who's going through about the same stage of life as I am. If you're interested let me know!
Quick ass eating question! [NSFW?]
Hey guys,So, my boyfriend and I have been together for a while now (1.5 years), and even though I'm a bottom, I'm trying to get into topping because it's something I've always wanted to try. My boyfriend has always been a top, and is willing, although wary, to give bottoming a shot. There's just a small snag.I really love to eat ass: it's fun and easy. However, my boyfriends ass is a little on the heavy side, and I find it difficult to eat him out properly. I don't have the longest tongue in the world, and the way his ass cheeks cover his hole makes the whole thing harder. Licking the rim isn't hard, but I just can't get my tongue inside to really make it pleasurable.Do y'all have any advice on how to get around this? Positions, techniques, idc, anything is appreciated!
2018. május 26., szombat
asking for subreddit
well... I just like to know are there subreddit devoted to gay asian or gay asian lover, for articles, experience, dating, picture share and XXX video , preferably asian guys with other races guys. (other than gaysian sub)
Had an unpleasant conversation with a friend the other day
So, yesterday was the final day of Highschool for me. Teachers came in to give us our grades and then promptly left us to our devices. A few friends and I decided to watch a movie on the classroom TV for good ol' times sake.We settled on Clueless and started watching for about an hour or so. Now, to preface this all three of my friends are girls, two of 'em are somewhat religious and I am a gay guy living in Mexico. I have not come out of the closet to any of them.Basically the comment that started it all went something like this: After the scene where Cher and her date (who is actually gay) go to the mall and he steps in to help a girl out who's being harassed by two other guys. "Huh, y'know it's kinda funny how he's brave despite the fact he comes out as gay later in the movie." I'm kinda dumbfounded, since I'm not exactly sure what she's trying to say. But eventually I respond a few seconds later and look over to her. "I mean, just because you're gay that doesn't mean you're automatically a coward." "Yeah, but, y'know. Gay guys are pretty feminine, so you wouldn't imagine one standing up to someone." Now that kinda sends redflags to my less religious friend. "That's a stereotype, isn't it?" I ended up having a mini argument with her over if she thought femininity implied cowardice, and I told her that not all gay guys are feminine to begin with either way. That's where she backtracks and acts like that isn't at all what she meant, since it was obviously a comment on men who are feminine. Things get awkward but we still finish the movie.All that just leaves a sour taste in mouth, and I couldn't look at her the same way the rest of the day. How would you have dealt with it? I'm still feeling awful a day later, and I realised I'm kind of alone in my beliefs around here, except for the few other people who bothered trying to understand.
How did you overcome your fear of getting intimate sexually intimate with someone of the same-sex?
Okay I ask this cuz I'm 24 & I think I'm still quite afraid of getting sexually intimate with another guy (namely cuz I've never done it before) but i think that i gotta admit it already that I think I'm attracted to other sexy guys & I have been since my early teens, however I've so far not acted on it ever at least not physically in real life (same largely goes for my hetero attractions too btw) namely cuz I live a pretty solitary life not much of a social life or real life dating with anyone for that matter plus I lack social skills and I'm basically an introvert to this day, I think I'm likely Bisexual but not really sure since I don't really have any real life experience to confirm it, but based on the fact that both sexy guys (more often sexy guys) & sexy girls can turn me on then that's where I get this idea that I might be bi a bi dude, I think I would like to date the sexy guys that I'm attracted to in order to explore my sexuality to see if I really am Bi or Straight, but I think I'm more afraid of dating guys than I am of dating girls, both of which (in theory at least) are options to me since I'm attracted to both, and I live in Canada so if I choose to date guys in the foreseeable future (which i think is something I really wanna do but at the same time I feel like I am still very afraid to do) then this country's quite Liberal so guys dating guys is totally Legal here, I say this to all those who are like - why are u so afraid to date other guys do u live in the Middle East or something LOL.I think I'm likely still somewhat in the closet still since I've so far never really officially came out to anyone in real life about my same-sex attractions, and whenever someone has asked me in real life if I'm gay I always deny it I always say no namely cuz I'm not really sure if I really am gay or maybe Bi or str8, but anyways yeah I suppose I still am in the closet so to speak, it's not really easy to say something out loud like "mom dad I gotta tell u that sexy guys can turn me on too & more often than sexy girls such as hot girls/chicks in bikini or playboy models" its not easy for me to say this in real life (specially since I still can't confirm if I'm bi or straight or even gay due to lack of physical experience in real life).Would you recommend me to finally have the courage to talk about all this with my therapist or psychologist?Thanks in advance to all those who read and reply :)
Lovense Toys
So, I keep seeing online that all these guys are fans of the lovense lush, but they have one for anal thats the lovense hush. Why would someone get one meant for a vagina if they have a butt plug one that does the same thing?Recommendations ?
How do you ended up being gay (or bi)?
Here's a random question that has been circling on my mind lately: How do you guys ended up being gay (or bi)?From my personal experience, I have been straight for 21 years until the start of my college studies in the first semester where one of my roommate began to ask me whether if I masturbate or not. I was just lying by saying no, thinking that would be the end of it. However, I only found out from that same roommate that he had been using my hand to masturbate himself. Since then, he's been asking me to do fellatio on him. The rest is history...
Shows with strong gay leads?
A lot of the time I just want to watch something where I see characters that look like me, and there's just not enough of that out. Can you guys suggest some?
bottom,self conscious.bbb.In need of answers and attention so to please my man better.
Dear tops of reddit I want to ask what do you think when you see a big squat booty and does you're thinking change depending on the size of the booty or the rest of the body of the owner and do you like a squat booty that jiggles a bit.(my own ass is 43 and waist is 28 but trying to get to 27 inch waist and 47 inch ass.)
Friend’s boyfriend made a homophobic joke and she keeps insisting it was just a mistake..
Hey everyone,My friend has started dating a guy (they’re both straight) who asked her whilst they were on a date ‘do you ever feel nervous about a gay person coming into the public toilets when you’re there?’ She replied and said no.. how would you even know? And he said if they talk like this (does a camp voice). She mentioned it to me as she thought it was weird and I agreed and said it’s a bit homophobic. We’ve talked about it again since and she keeps insisting he was just joking and he just made a mistake and that I over reacted by saying it was a homophobic comment. Did I over react or is she under reacting?
Looking for dates ?
I’m looking for dates is there anyone that is looking to ? I’m a bottom I’m 19 years old and hard working ! My kik is district1313 and my Snapchat is tylerwarren2424 can’t wait to hear from you ❤️
In search of a Native Spanish partner
Hi, I’m native Mandarin Chinese speaker live in Taiwan. I’v just started learning Spanish for 2 months and I really need someone who I can practice with. If anyone interested in learning Mandrain, plz leave the message.
2018. május 25., péntek
Need some advice
I honestly don't know whats wrong with me and I feel very stupid, down and a bit depressed. I spoke to the guy last night who I crushed on pretty badly and he crushed me and we admitted our feelings to each other and it went on quite a few months back for around two months until he pulled the plug and was told I was pretty much led on in his own words and wished he didn't say anything from the start.For months I've been trying to put it all past me and put it in the back of my mind and move on, I was pretty pissed off and upset and put myself down and blamed myself a lot. I learnt a few lessons from it well I suppose I did but all those feelings are just fleeting back to me after talking to him. Generally it was friendly he didn't show any hints or signs even though I'm pretty crap at seeing them to say he still held any feelings like that for me and so I was just respecting the convo it for what it was.I thought I buried the feelings and I feel so f*ing selfish and stupid and childish and I know it. I thought if I told him how I was feeling it would just be disastrous for forming any sort of friendship if thats what he wanted. I tried to reach out to him in the weeks prior to last nights chat and I stopped thinking it would be a bad idea. I've drew a line of civility and promised myself not to cross it.This really sucks and I'm feeling hurt or at least it's earthed up them feelings I had before.Can anyone help me on the best ways on how to deal with this sort of situation?
How do I tell my best freind I like him?
The only thing I can come up with is spontaneously kissing him as even thinking about talking to him about it leaves me a shriveled blushing mess, he is not gay but he knows I am
Bareback obsession
Why most of the guys on those hookup apps are obsessed with barebacking? I've been trying to have sex for a while, but most of them tries to sneak in without a condom, that's a huge turn off for me, "Oh, just the tip", ugh. Why people like risking themselves like this?
Should I do it?
Listen I’ve been gay for about a year now and none of my family knows and only a few of my friends know. Should I come out to one of my best friends? The thing is, they make gay jokes all the time and I don’t know if I should come out now or later. I’m currently In the 7th grade and even though I am young i have many crushes and just don’t see myself in the future with a woman. Please I don’t know how they will react and I just want to know if I should. Thanks a lot for reading.
Is this wrong?
Sorry for posting like 8 times a second but one of my good friends I have a crush on and I feel like it’s wrong because he doesn’t know I’m gay. He is really nice and I do have thoughts about him and we are such good friends idk if this is normal. Any feedback is appreciated. Thanks for reading
Discord Gay Male University Roleplay
Welcome to Camp Virtus! An all Gay Male University for all people 16 and older.After a scientific discovery of multiple islands in the Pacific where aging is impossible and time has stopped, Virtual Corporations have created Camp Virtus. A year-round university for all willing to learn and have fun!Camp Virtus boasts a stunning number of amenities and facilities to make your stay the best! These include:Swimming pools and saunas for relaxation off the stress of exams.A fully fledged Gym for fitness to stay healthy.A private Cabana for a dorm you will share with a roommate for your whole stay at Camp Virtus. A budget of 100,000 US dollars will be given to you to shop for decorations and furniture. Aside from the provided basic furnishings.A cinema to watch the latest movies. Educational or for fun!A cafeteria where you may order anything you want and/or cook anything you want with a daily restocked supply of ingredients.Fully stocked classrooms with the latest technological advancements in learningAnd loads more!So what are you waiting for? Register for Camp Virtus now! More information below:Maximum Age Limit for Characters is 50 whilst the Minimum is 16This RP will take place on Discord.There is no minimum sentence count.NSFW Subjects may happen all around the Camp, but only those whose characters are 18 and older may participate in it.This will function as a camp and university style roleplay.Gay Male Characters ONLYWe are currently looking for some university Professors to help out as well as other staff members like Doctors, DJs, Vice Principals, and more!Join now! Your personal boat to the island, is below:https://ift.tt/2KSL6HT
2018. május 24., csütörtök
How do i ask a guy out at my high school
I’m a gay guy and i have a crush on a guy at my school. He is bisexual and i think i have a shot with him but i don’t know how to ask him out. What should I do?
Just made my first blowjob
Az összesítés nem áll rendelkezésre. A bejegyzés megtekintéséhez
kattints ide.
2018. május 23., szerda
Any older men around who'd want to talk?
hi was wondering if older men got on here and wanted to talk?I'd lie to ask your opinion on something.25 male here
Both bottoms?
I've been talking to this guy for a little bit now over text but he lives about 25 mins away. We haven't seen each other face to face because we both are busy but we are both dtf. Biggest problem though is that I want a relationship ship bolut we are both bottoms. could this work out???
did this affect my sexuality?
When I was 7 I sucked my friends dick (I'm also a guy). Back then I didn't know what sex was so it didn't seem wrong (neither of us were even hard) but I think it made a significant impact on my sexuality.It didn't feel sexual because I didn't have any sexual thoughts until I was 13. It was just a 1 off thing. I can't exactly remember how my family found out but needles to say it was really traumatising. My parents said it was okay but I shouldn't do it again (pretty good response). However my 2 brothers and my sister found out. They told all my cousins and together they teased me at every family gathering (at least 5 times a year, for about 5-6 years). I loved my cousins but before every reunion I heavily stressed over the impending ridicule. It was rarely more than 5 minuets of teasing and afterwards all of us had so much fun. which made It even more confusing.Now I'm 20 years old and I'm gay. It's taken me so long to finally confront my sexuality not because I was scared or ashamed but because i repressed it. And now I'm wondering if i subconsciously blocked any thoughts on me being gay because it connected me with that experience.Not sure if this post was a rant, a question or a story but i needed to write this down.
Last night I broke up with my now ex. It was mutual and friendly, but I'm obviously still sad and hurt. I think I just need a small vent.
We lasted almost 9 months. He had been lacking effort into our relationship, and we had talked about it several times. I made a hell of an effort with his friends and family. Last 3 or so weeks he would be so dry and distant with me, so I knew something was up.I celebrated my birthday last weekend and he was the first person to leave. I was sad, surprised. My friends were too.We broke up last night. It was friendly and mutual, we talked in my car. Decided it wasn't working and agreed to break up. I drove home with him to give him the birthday present I had bought for him and then closed the door.We don't want to be out of each other's lives, but I told him I need space and time to heal. I'm heartbroken, but I'm at ease.I'm gonna go through my post history and delete all posts that mention us. I guess it'll be part of my process.Thanks /r/gay
Dealing with strong fetish
Hello guys. The topic I want to start is my serious issue that I don't really want to talk with anybody in real life, it just feels too confusing.I have really strong fetish and I'm really ashamed of it (even though it's so common). It's feet fetish. When I was a little boy, maybe 7 or 8, looking at other boys' soles just gave me this weird feeling, but I couldn't describe it as anything sexual, it was just this weird urge to touch them or stare at them for hours. In time I have realised what does it mean, but it was growing stronger and stronger. At this point I am aware that this fetish became strong addiction. It's impossible for me to skip opportunity to stare, touch if possible or take a photo of somebody's feet. Sometimes I just look at a man, find him not attractive at all, but seeing his feet makes me want to f*ck him anyways. It's really getting more and more annoying and I can feel it's influence on my daily life. Even playing video games like Assassin's Creed Origins is pretty impossible as main character is barefoot and I cannot focus on the game - just on his soles.This isn't really something that I am proud of or sth. I just feel like I have to fight it every single day, but it's deep in my instinct or who the hell knows what.I'm 21yo and have a boyfriend for almost 2 years now. We're pretty happy and well-matched, I think we won't break up anytime soon. Our sexual life is quite good, exept for the fact that he finds my fetish disgusting. I mean feet at all. He knows about it, but it's completely not his cup of tea. So basically, I want to respect this and not insist on doing things that he finds weird. But man, I'm really thirsty. Of course we could do something like a compromise and involve my desires into sex, but whenever I imagine licking his feet while he stares at me with disgust, there's no way I am doing it. There's no plesure in it and a lot of embarassment and disgrace.Also, I don't want to cheat on him. Finding a sex buddy with common needs may be a solution, but I am not that kind of guy as loyalty is prime value.If you have any similar experience or possible solutions, or ways to kill the fetish - I'll be sooo grateful. I'd really like to hear about people who struggle with their fetishes too. And please, don't tell me to visit a psychologist/sexologist, it's too embarassing, really.
Straight friend
I have this straight friend that I have know for the last 6 years. We used to work together, we would hang out outside of work as well. He is well aware that I am gay and he is very attractive. 5' 10" 135lbs ginger. He isnt just attractive though he is funny smart, clever, we have always worked well together as friends because personality wise he is the straight version of myself. At work we were inseparable we both joked around that we were practically married. He quit to pursue a different job which broke my heart, because we both worked a lot so I wouldnt get to see him as much. His new job didn't pan out so he decides he is going to sell a little weed just to make his car payment and child support. (Not the best idea but he isnt dealing in pounds of weed or heroin). So we are texting one day and he sends me a picture of some bud he wants to sell and for some reason he took the picture with the bud sitting on his leg. I made a comment on how white he was (being a ginger he is pretty fair skinned). The picture wasnt very clear on what part of his leg it was on so I asked him because you could see his wispy ginger hairs behind the bud. He says it is right next to his balls, and that he would save that bag of weed for me because his dick touched it. I keep the conversation going with the focus on his dick, because I have wanted to see it for some time. He says he will put his dick in the weed for an extra $20. I tell him I am less interested in the weed and more interested in his dick. He says "a bitch paid $100 to suck my dick once" and he claims he is packing 8". I scoff and basically call him a liar trying to bait him into sending me a pic. He did and my jaw dropped, this man has an amazing penis, and it is made even better by the fact that it is my straight friend. Right after sending a dick pic he says "$100 and you can swallow my cum" well I just about shot off in my pants when he said that. I just ask if he is serious. He says "nah nevermind money is important but that is too far". I buy the weed and give him some money for the dick pic. A couple days go by and I ask him if he still wants to sell any pictures. He asks me to give him suggestions for poses and what not and then says "$100 and i will send a vid with cum. I agree and he sends me the video. On his way to meet up with me to get the $100 he keeps trying to get me to give him $200 to suck his dick. Now I would love to suck his dick but I don't want to pay for it. I end up telling him "I don't know, I don't want anything to be weird between us." He sent me another video even better this time of him laying in bed taking his time jerking and moaning and shooting his load on his stomach, extremely hot. The weird thing is this has kind of brought us closer together. He claims he is just doing it for the money but I think he likes showing off. So does anyone think I am a scumbag for giving my straight friend money for dick pics and cum vids?TL/DR: I give a straight friend money for him to send me dick pics and cum vids, on his suggestion, because he needs money.
I think I might go gay? [M]
Honestly, I'm pretty unsure about all of it, but I've just never clicked with women. It goes well, but then the sex stops, and over time it feels like we just can't understand each other. It's just frustrating, since I've been in several multi-year long commitments with several women, and it's just never clicked for me.I'm starting to think that I may just like men. I've always had certain fantasies, and I feel like being with another man would just be easier for me, you know? Can anyone attest to this? What's it like being in a relationship with another man? Thanks
2018. május 22., kedd
Turns out my boyfriend cheated a year ago when we weren’t together. Should I care?
I have terrible trust issues already, I’m not sure I should stay with him. I just need some advice. He was drunk and slept with someone else. I found this out last night. I feel it’s completely destroyed any trust for him. What should I do?
Me: total top, partner: versatile
I’m new to the sub but I have a question that I would like to get some input on. I am in my third long-term relationship. I have always been a top and that’s all I’ve ever professed to be to my partner. He is versatile and holds the opinion that I am being selfish for not wanting to bottom for him. I actually did it once and it didn’t do anything for me, but he holds it over my head. He’s actually admitted to withholding sex because I won’t bottom.I don’t think I’m being selfish because I never professed to be vers, and I did actually bottom for him. Even if I’m being “selfish” I don’t think it’s right for him to withhold sex because I won’t do what he wants.We have had many arguments about this and it’s not getting any better.Thoughts?
Hear me out!
Straight people have Instagram models with a lot of followers while Gay people have Twitter boys with fansonly accounts
Taking a Massive Dong
We're talking like 8" of full-on girth and I just... good grief, I can barely handle it. Anything more than half of that thing in me is just instant regret, or maybe he's just hitting my G- spot? It feels like a lot of pressure in one area and its almost sharp. It doesnt seem like that feeling goes away, either, no matter how long we're banging for. It's honestly more painful than it is pleasant. I want to know how to deal with this better, since it seems like this guy is gonna be around a little bit longer than most (maybe not.)
Dating Suggestions
Moved to DFW, TX back in November, everything is settled in, thing is. I'm really hoping to find someone here to date and maybe fall in love with. I'm not saying to do naughty things only but find an active, gym going, muscle bound dude. I tried going to a few clubs here but too loud and don't know much of anyone here. Love the Texas vibe but I can't help loneliness from time to time.
Help I'm hopeless
I'm in a relationship where I am starting to feel like it's going nowhere. I don't feel as attracted to my boyfriend as I did when we first started dating, and when we kiss it's like there's no spark. He is a incredible, amazing, smart guy who cares and is kinda a big softie. We get along really well, and we have the same sense of humor.But, when it comes to sex it doesn't work out. It's like when ever we do go to have sex it just seems like we are "trying" to have sex. Reddit, what do I do?A couple months back I posted about how I was really attracted to a coworker, who dropped hints that liked me back, but he was with another guy. I think I'm not over him.
Injured testicle from oral
So on Saturday some guy was going down on me and ended up sucking my left testicle pretty hard, which caused a significant amount of pain (not unbearable through, I was able to finish). Since then, I've been experiencing an aching pain on the left side. Again, I can function, but it's irritating and sometimes becomes a little overwhelming. I don't notice any swelling...should I go to the doctor? I feel like it may be a little bruised and with time should sort itself out. Anyone else experience something similar to this?
Something like autumn
Have anyone read it? I really want to make a movie from it. That book was amazing. Would a kickstarter help?
Is this romantic love or intimate male friendship or whatever?
UPDATE (20th May 2018): Our friendship/relationship has progressed wonderfully since he returned from his home-town. He spends nearly half of his time staying with us at the house, as he promised, while the rest of the time he lives on the University campus to access the library - which also means he spends time with his 'girlfriend'; and i have since discovered this is a casual relationship from his brother/my flatmate. When i express expectations of him spending more time with us at the house, he earnestly explains that he wishes he could spend all his time with us at the house and is constantly thinking of coming over, however, he has to apportion some time apart for his University work. He feels accountable to me for his whereabouts; he will call/msg me to inform that he is leaving town for few days to visit family and our goodbyes always end with the promise of meeting soon. He will play uncontroversially romantic songs and 'dedicate' them to me for how they address the object of the singer's affection. My flatmate wasn't home a few days around my birthday, and interestingly, this is the first time he chose to spend time alone with me. He came to the house 2 days prior to my birthday, and during one such dinner, he said to me that he loves living with us, believes the place to be 'home' and seriously expressed a wish that the 3 of us continued living together in future. As we sat next to eachother during dinner, he then said to me that this is the happiest he has ever been in his life, and claimed he believes he will never be this happy again in life; and then claimed the same on my behalf as well - that he's sure i too will never be as happy again as i am this day. I smiled and nodded in agreement to him. A tangible development to happen over the months is that now it is commonly understood that him and i sleep next to eachother in the common hall. As we lay next to eachother, we usually talk for sometime before eventually falling asleep. I have consistently noticed that he demonstrates a child-like excitement in being there in the moment with me, he will shift noticeably closer to me in bed and will constantly touch me lingeringly, as if to get my attention. He has even invited me to stay with him at the University over a weekend - just the two of us. All of us went to watch 'Shape of Water', and one night when we were the controversy associated with the film - the representation of people living with disabilities and implication for identity politics versus individual experience, he said to me, "I have reached a stage in my life where i believe anything is possible...a woman may fall in love with a humanoid sea-creature or a humanoid sea-creature may fall in love with a woman...or a man may fall in love with a tree or a tree may fall in love with a man...i believe what brings two people together/closer is a mystery, and i would rather choose to go along with it than question it..."...He has constantly demonstrated affection and closeness to me exclusively, to the point that his brother/flatmate is positively amused that his otherwise misanthropic brother has found a companion in me...He still believes that i not only am i the best version of myself as a person i can ever be, but one of the best persons he knows...tl;dr: 38 yr old 'straight' friend and i (30M, gay) share a very cherished and affectionate friendship. He believes and publicly acknowledges that my 'presence' healed him of a debilitating health condition (typhoid) - instead of crediting his younger brother and girlfriend (new and casual relationship) who constantly did all the physical labour during this period for him (while i performed what may only be characterized as 'emotional labour' for him). What does it really mean for a ‘straight’ man to appreciate and acknowledge that a ‘gay’ man has a certain effect on him emotionally and/or physically? He has vaguely expressed a desire for being physically intimate on atleast 2 occasions, and likes sleeping close to me. This story is replete with clichés from romantic legends: I ‘recognized’ him at first sight; I feel like he’s telling me that ‘my love healed him’; he claims he gets poetic for me; his body language responds very powerfully to mine. Should i wait for him to realize he may be bisexual and perhaps feels romantically for me - or is this behaviour or intensity of friendship typical/usual for 'straight' men to share with their gay friends?ORIGINAL POST (January 2018): I (30M) started renting a home in New Delhi with a friend in July 2017. For nearly 2 months, i noticed a young man in a crowd of friends who used to visit my flatmate occasionally, maybe once in 2 weeks, but i barely ever made contact or socialized with him. I didn't even find him noticeably attractive enough to even be curious about him. One fortuitous day in September, i joined the circle of friends at home and started a conversation with him. I found out he (38/39 yrs) is my flatmate's elder cousin brother who lives in the city and studies cinema. I was supposed to be in bed early as i had an early morning the next day, but i ended up staying up till 6 in the morning talking and listening to him, about cinema and his life. We got along really well for a first time meeting. I stayed up all night despite better sense because i kept saying to myself "I like listening to him, i want to stay a little longer. He sounds like a kind, warm and passionate person".Following week, he visited home again. We had a brief conversation, after which he decided to leave bcoz he wasn't feeling well. I remember feeling intense grief and longing for him, which is when it first struck me that perhaps how i felt about him the first time i met him, maybe more than mere appreciation as a person/friend.He started visiting home more often now, and i started feeling it was because of me, that he liked spending time with me - instead of his brother/my flatmate. My feeling was corroborate soon bcoz my flatmate had no idea of his brother's whereabouts, but i always knew his whereabouts or whether he's coming home, because he started texting/calling me. I remember asking him 'how he's doing?' those initial few times we met, and he responded with some melancholy on at least 2 occasions, telling me that he's going through a 'low period' in life, work-wise and that there is no woman in his life. Once i knew he is 'straight', i attempted everytime to restrain my heart.Then, we had 4 glorious days over Diwali, where he spent the long weekend with us at home. After the first day when we had many friends over for a party, we spent the next 3 nights staying up very late, just the 2 of us, talking about our lives. He wanted to know everything about me - right from my childhood, to my growing up years, family, relationships, work, appreciation in music, literature and films - and he listened with immense joy and interest. It wasn't until we were halfway into one of his conversations about his life experiences with family, holding onto a steady job and relationships, that i realized he is trusting me with a lot of information and is a little vulnerable, as he spoke of his 'shortcomings' very unabashedly to me. I felt so honoured and privileged to participate in his life so meaningfully this way, i wanted to hug him for opening up to me so uninhibitedly. He also started reading me very well. He knew exactly what kind of humour offended me, and pre-empted my thoughts even before i had finished forming them. He reached out and placed a hand on my shoulder if he sensed he had offended me and apologized. It freaked me out that he could read me so well, without me even expressing anything. He reached out to me if he saw me lingering in the balcony late at nights, asking after me if i was alright or needed to talk to him. When we stayed up all night talking there were long pauses, where we just sat in each other's company and strolled on the balcony, in silence - and for the first time in my life i did not find silences to be stifling in the company of someone. In fact, i basked in it and yearned for the night to never end. It felt like our minds, bodies and souls are practicing a form of unspoken communication, and we understood each other perfectly. Understanding that i was capable of developing such a sentient relationship with another human being also put me in awe of him and our relationship. My love and respect for him as a person only grew exponentially.So it's during these 3 days that i believe he first 'blurred the lines'. We were having a conversation about dating/relationships. I told him that as a gay man i've tried meeting people either socially or through the dating apps, but i've always been disappointed bcoz i am not what most people are looking for, and vice-versa. I told him that i have an image in my head where my life turns out like a Nora Ephron movie, where the love of my life will just walk into my life one day, or that i prefer meeting people 'organically'. He responded to my thoughts by saying that he has also had similar experiences as a 'heterosexual' man, and prefers meeting people 'organically' like i do. He then said, "Just look at the 2 of us. Earlier we didn't know eachother, and didn't speak, but somehow we came together and now we like talking to each other so much". I thought it was very strange for him to comment on and mix-up our friendship in the backdrop of a conversation exclusively on 'dating/relationships', so i instantly paused him and pointed it out. He considered it for a moment, and replied, "i feel similarly towards any relationship - friendship or romantic". I accepted it, but i still felt it was a strange mix-up, and potentially 'misleading'. Interestingly, the very next day when we were having dinner together and continuing our conversation from last night, he once again remarked with a little joy/excitement, "I agree with everything you're saying. I remember the first time i saw you. You entered the house, put your things in your room, had dinner, spoke to my brother and went to bed. And this is how i saw you for sometime. You didn't say 'hello' to me or acknowledge me. But just see us now, we like spending time together and talk so much". i was like "AAARRRGGHHH! Why does he keep doing this?"Within a week of this beautiful, long weekend, he fell inexplicably and violently ill with typhoid. At first he moved back to his home in the city. His brother and i visited him the following weekend, where he remarked the moment he saw me that he was very happy to see me and later thanked me profusely for visiting him as it made him feel much better than he did in the last few days. After a week, he called me and asked if he could move in with us, so that we could care for him. (Ofcourse, he called me and not his dear brother ! :) ) I welcomed him to our home and told him to stay as long as he wants. While his brother prepared his meals, i would make tea/coffee/soup or breakfast for him, and he was such a darling for it. Even during these days, we had some beautiful moments; like the time i shared anecdotes of arguments or conflict with friends and colleagues, to either vent or seek their opinion - and he always demonstrated the highest faith in me as a person, and never doubted that i could be wrong or capable of hurting a friend. He said i'm a 'good hearted, caring, ethical, nice person'. I was overwhelmed by his unwavering faith in me (more surprisingly, as it was founded on a thin foundation of very recent friendship).My most intense moments with him arrived in the midst of a very complicated time. After a week, his health worsened, and this is when his 'girlfriend' moved in with us. I was hurt, because for the longest time he led me to believe there is no woman in his life, even as a 'heterosexual' man. Once when i jokingly asked him to visit an attractive female friend who is a physician to check up on his health, he replied very self-assuredly and cockily, "i do not want to meet any women. I want to explore my male friendships. I am very happy these days" - which obviously led me to believe that he is perhaps feeling something for me. I was miserable and dying on the inside seeing him in constant pain and misery, and it hurt me more that i couldn't go near him as his 'girlfriend' was there for him. Also, did i mention his 'girlfriend' was more like his child-bride - she must be in her early 20s. Her Florence Nightingale act was really chapping my ass. Now, I will bullet-point the most magical moments, in interest of brevity:The day after his childbride-girlfriend moved in with us and took-charge of taking care of him, i maintained a safe distance from him bcoz i felt totally fenced out by the childbride-girlfriend. That evening when i returned home from work, i made small talk with him, asked after him, and walked to go to my room. He called me back and said, "Can you please sit with me for sometime and talk to me? I'm not feeling well, and i believe i'll feel better if you're here and talking to me". I ofcourse obliged, bcoz was in pain and i wanted to help my friend. At this point i am still under the impression that he just needed anybody's company to humour/comfort him - but as was to learn in the days to come, he meant to seek out for me specifically. After we had a brief chat about my day, work and i shared some jokes, i observed he noticeably looked physically better. He was sitting up straight now, instead of lying in bed. Then he said to me, "Has anyone ever told you that you have a very nice presence?". I literally spat out 'What?' - not bcoz i didn't hear him, but bcoz it was such a strangely beautiful thing to say to a person, i couldn't believe anyone could speak this way. He repeated himself bcoz he thought i didn't hear him. His childbride-girlfriend was in the room when this happened. I wanted to hug him and never let him go, for being so vulnerable and beautiful to me.The very next day was Pride Day in New Delhi. I had already decided to cancel to be home for him. When i woke up by noon (it was Sunday), and walked into the drawing room, he brought up the Pride with me, and explicitly said to me, "Don't go, stay home". I obviously told him, "I'm not going anywhere". He then shared a funny anecdote for about 10 mins, after which i remarked to everyone in the room that maybe the medicines are finally working, bcoz for the first time since his health worsened he appeared to be physically capable of carrying on a conversation by himself. They all laughed, and his childbride-girlfriend sincerely said, "He's feeling better because you're here now. He wasn't talking to anyone all morning" - and his brother jokingly affirmed it. He only smiled and looked away.One can only imagine how this makes me feel. He's tacitly acknowledging that my 'presence' has a 'healing' effect on him (if you're thinking at this point that i'm too full of myself, wait for it...). I felt special, appreciated and loved like never before.One day when i was leaving for work in the morning, he was still in bed when he asked me what time i'll be back home by evening. I asked him if he needed something. He said, in the presence of his brother and childbride-girlfriend, "My health worsens by evening, as the medicines begin to wear-off. I feel terrible and everything becomes unbearable. I'll be better if you're around. I just need you to come home early". I just couldn't believe he needed me this way, persistently, despite his brother and childbride-girlfriend constantly being at his disposal. I was nearly in tears bcoz i have never witnessed a man who is so vulnerable and reached out to someone so tenderly. I stroked his arm and told him i'll be back soon. After this day, he regularly asked me in mornings if i'll be back home soon. When i came home in evenings and asked him how he was doing, he'd say, "I'm OK, but i'm feeling much better now that you're here". I felt like i have someone special in my life and loving to come home to.Despite all his affection, it was a little overwhelming to come to terms with the fact that he has a woman in his life. So for 2-3 days, i remained quiet and aloof from him, as it killed me to be around them as a couple. One day some common friends visited home to see him. He was talking to a friend and was speaking in pain and exhaustion, narrating a story about how the doctors inserted a drip in his arm, and sadly observed it as the 'highlight' of his day. I felt terrible looking at him feeling like shit, so i tried to lighten his mood by reminding him that our lovely friends had come home to see him. He entirely ignored that and said very matter of factly to everyone, "Usually, the highlight of my day is when [insert my name] comes home in the evening from work and tells me about his day, his stories and makes jokes. But he hasn't been talking to me much in the last 2-3 days". I died when i heard him say this, bcoz i never want him to believe that i resent him or hold a grudge against him for anything - even for not telling me that he already had a woman in his life - because I have had the most surreal and beautiful time of my life with him. And it pained me more that he felt this way esp. when he was suffering in such pain. I told myself that i had to learn to deal with the fact that he has a woman in his life, if not for my sake, but for him, bcoz this way i can be there for him again, and i couldn't let him suffer in pain knowing that being with me made him feel emotionally and physically better. I swallowed my problem in one day, and he observed happily how i had 'come back' to him.After a little more than a month, when he was healthy again, we had a little party at the house and invited close friends. One of the friends couldn't stop gushing to him about how good he looked now and that it was so good to see him like this again. Everyone was in the room, and he said to her, "It's all because of [insert my name]. Everything happened because of him". I wanted to hug this tender, beautiful man and never let him go. As much as i fell deeper and deeper in love with him, i was scared his childbride-girlfriend would stab me for 'alienating his affection' :/[Once he was healed (by love?), the childbride-girlfriend moved out of our home]He was discussing cinema with me one day, and spoke of some really good queer cinema he had seen. He spoke of the Chinese film 'Lan Yu' - the story revolved around a slightly older closeted man who is in an on and off relationship with a younger man, is in denial for long, even marries a woman and get's divorced and eventually comes back to the young man - and said, "it's such a beautiful film. It affected me so much. I didn't know i could feel this way." I froze and didn't ask follow-up questions, bcoz i am still not sure at this time whether he feels 'romantically' or 'platonically' about me. On a separate occasion, when we were having a conversation about gender/sexuality - as i'm a lawyer who works on SOGI issues in India - he admitted that it is his sincere belief that everyone falls on a spectrum of gender and sexuality, and there are no fixed identities.One Sunday when i was working in my room in evening, he asked if was very busy. I said i'll be working briefly, bcoz it's urgent work. He smiled and said, "I understand...[hesistatingly] It's just that Sunday is the one day i get to be with you for a whole day..."One night just before sleeping, we talked about faith/God/divinity. He initiated the conversation, asking me what i thought of it. After i gave him my opinion briefly, I asked him for his and he started by saying he believes God/divinity/energy of the Universe flows through everything (i jokingly referred to him as Pocahontas), and for him personally, it manifests most commonly in the form of natural objects (trees) or people / relationships. Then he said, "I believe i cannot live with you. If something happens to me, you are affected by it. If something happens to you, i am affected by it", gesturing at me.He is well-read in literature and poetry, and he often quotes poetry to/for me, whether privately or publicly. And it is always an expression of fondness or appreciation, particularly expressed for me. One day i told him that it's quite admirable that he gets poetic so often in the backdrop of our conversations / situations. He was amused, as if i was telling him a falsehood about himself, and refused to believe it. I reminded him of the times, and he embarrassedly / shyly noted, "Maybe i get this way when i am with you...I am a very different person than what my friends know me for, when i am here...I am a happier person...I think it's because of you...".By mid-December, he decided to take time off from University and go live with his parents in his hometown for a few months. He asked me, nay, rather told me that he wants me to accompany him to the rlwy stn when he leaves, bcoz he needs "help with the luggage". I think wondrously how it worked out so perfectly that of all the people - his brother, his University friends, and childbride-girlfriend - this crazy, beautiful man wanted me to go with him to the stn. on his final day in the city.Few days before he left, when we all decided to sleep in the hall together, communally. While he and i slept on either sides of the room, the middle space was left out for our 2 friends who were still working in their rooms. We were having a conversation, making small talk and jokes. There was a lull in the conversation. The next thing he said was, "We are sleeping on extreme sides of the room" and sighed. The first thought that entered my mind was, "Me thinks thou dost protest too much!". On a simple reading of the situation, that line by a straight man to a gay man did not read like a harmless comment to me in any Universe. I asked him, "What about it?", and he only repeated himself in response. I registered that comment as a protest/complaint, and took the first chance i got to sleep next to him. At one point in the night, i felt his hand on my back, intently. I felt so much love in his touch.The day came for me to drop him off at the rlwy stn. We were more or less quiet throughout the cab ride, except making small talk. After i helped him settle down in the train, i asked him if he was excited to be home. He walked away from me w/o answering the question. When he said goodbye, he had the look that said "i don't even know why i'm leaving/what am i doing?", hugged me tenderly and left.We have been constantly in touch over the phone; in fact he often speaks to me just before he goes to bed. He said the thing he misses most about being home with us is some of times we spent together.I either feel like we are lovers presumptive, where nothing needs to be said and we should let things take it's natural progression - Or - i am dealing with a very intimate, heterosexual male friend.My sincere belief from the point where he first blurred the lines of the nature of our friendship/relationship: i believe for sure there is a lot of fondness, affection and love as friends here. But just based on how he expresses himself about how he feels towards me and is sometime confused on where to place our friendship / relationship, leads me to believe he may be in a process of discovering he is bisexual. And if he is indeed undergoing a process of discovery, i do not want to interrupt it by rushing 'the talk', ask questions, seek answers and ruin everything. I want him to have the time to understand himself better while he's away. I do sincerely hope he loves me back completely as i love him, spiritually/romantically. All those precious moments we shared, he made me feel like magic.Well, that's the best i can do to explain his behaviour or emotions. What do y'all think?
Twinks and Muscle Guys
After moving to NRH here in Fort Worth, I've recently been more active at going to the gym nearly on a daily basis. As a result, I'm getting healthier, looking fitter and of course more self confidence in my appearance. I'm a younger dude around 5'9" and have always had a slim build. But maybe this is just my perception; more muscled men seem to get after muscled and twinks after twinks. Sure, muscle guys are attractive for the sexual appeal but I find it admirable they work so hard and as a result I'm drawn in romantically and mentally as a coach/student ideal. Thing is... The stigma of guys going strictly for 'same type for same type' is a tad.. intimating.
My Virginity
Im thinking of selling my virginity to anyone of any sex, im a dude, 17 and am up for anything :).
Am I gay? Bisexual?
Hi, I was just looking for some advice on this issue. So I am a 37-year-old single male and have always considered myself as heterosexual. However, all of my life I have struggled in my relationships with women. With that said I have always been massively drawn to and attracted to women.However, I have always felt as though there is a part of me that I don't know. A part of me that I have always held back. A few people in the past have questioned if I am gay. Recently I met a guy who I was very drawn towards and think about him alot (not in a sexual way).My question is - Is it possible I might have been repressing feelings towards men my whole life? Is it possible to not have had any physical attraction to men whatsoever until now? I guess this takes time to sort out but it has come as a major shock to me. Is this common?I am open to all possibilities. My initial conclusion would be that I could be bi. Since I do find women sexually attractive. Whats interesting is how can something like this go under the radar for so long? Thanks in advance.
Any dads over here?
Hi, I am trying to help my gay friend figure out how to become a dad, what are the struggles as well as positives you have encountered as a gay dad and just overall we want to hear some stories. So please if you can share some snippets of your life as a gay dads you would be the real queens.Much appreciated.
Motivation & Advice Needed
Ok here's the my situation. I'm leaving my husband. We started dating in 2013, and we're married in 2016. I'm not really interested in talking about the marriage. More so what to do now with my life so I can move on. I have four sections of my life below that I need to work on. I'd appreciate help/input in any if them.I'm working on a B.S. in Accounting, and I have some experience in the field. I've applied to a few places mid last week. I got an email from one of the employers who wanted to call me on Monday, which is today. I replied back last week telling him I'd love to talk, but he never responded. I also didn't get his call today. Am I being to impatient. I'd thought I'd hear from more employers by now. Also I have earrings. Should I take them out for a while, until I get a job?I'm trying to get back in shape. I have a meal plan but I don't have a gym plan. I was thinking about joining a CrossFit gym, but I'm not sure if that's the direction I want to head towards. I want to build and tone, but building is key. I use to be in pretty good shape, but I let the relationship take a toll on me. Now I just need to figure out what to do. I had a gym buddy who I would work out with. I never really learned much about the exercises we would do. I would show up and just do what he did. So my question here is should I find a gym buddy again, or should I do CrossFit because it will help me build just the same.Due to the divorce my mom has graciously allow me to stay in one of her guest bedrooms free of charge. I planned on staying the summer and paying off my shared debt before leave, but she offered me a place to stay until my degree is done which will be fall 2019. What are the benefits of staying verses finding a place of my own. Also if I do find a place of my own should I get a studio or should I have something bigger with roommates?Last question/situation. Once my divorce papers are filled how long should I forcefully hold off on dating/apps. If I even think about looking around now, even out of curiosity, I know I'll go off the bandwagon in a sad attempt to feel something.
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Handsfree Orgasm
Hello people. Im a guy in my early 30s. For the last 5 or so yrs, Ive increasingly been able to orgasm in the most interesting ways. After setting out on a quest to discover my body and sexual response yrs ago, ive discovered that its very easy for me to have some pretty impressive orgasms without touching my cock at all. This involves being able to orgasm from playing with my nipples, from humping thin air, kegels, and pure mental fantasy sending me over the edge. Ive seen enough videos online to prove that other guys are like me. Its just that in day to day life I dont come across them often. its near impossible to articulate what an orgasm like that feels like to someone who is not able to have it. Are there any reddit guys who are in a similar situation? If so, how and when did you discover this about your body? and how does YOUR handsfree orgasm differ from one thats direct stimulation?
Experience
Hey! I’m a straight male in his early 20s and I really want to explore my sexuality and have same sex experiences I have been thinking about this for a while but now I’m ready to try! Where would be the best place to start this, I’m not a huge fan of grindr have been trying that to chat to people a little and it’s not for me it all feels a little pressured can anyone give me any advice? PMS are open and would love comments too thanks!
Im Such A Mess Right Now
I broke up with my boyfriend a couple days back.. And I'm a mess. Confusion, regret, stress, a lot of the bad things. I wish we could have a relationship, but he'll be too mad at me for deleting our dating app, or mad at me for posting a picture without telling him, and I'll be mad at him for making such a fuss over posting a picture of myself on reddit. Either way.. I'm a mess. Just.. Wanted to say that I could welcome any love and support you guys have to spare. I know it's bad to sorely rely on something for anything but tho he may not know, him being there let me pass through the toughest week of my life few weeks ago. My dad was so abusive, if you must know and I have semesters to top it off. It's literally all a mess. I wish he would come back, I really do we can learn and move past our disagreements and differences. I may be naive, hell I'm only 19, but..Why is it so hard to find love? I just want someone to love me and it's so hard. Just so hard.(* just putting it out here for him * If you're still confused we talked on couplete, Pat )
ex broke up with me said he didn’t love me anymore wasn’t attracted to me anymore and thatmy dick was too small we had sex two days later which was my first time he told me he still loved me and lied about it to make it easier what do I do I miss him so much but he still doesn’t want to be with me
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Need Some Advise
I need some help, I feel stuck and out of place. I'm 21 y/o, I came out when I was sixteen and it happened because I got into an argument with my mom. At face value she's accepting of it but she makes these comments like "are you sure this is who you want to be" and the like. It makes me self conscious and it makes me doubt myself all the time. So it's been really hard trying to figure out my life. Long story short I was forced to move to the Washington-Idaho area. Which I absolutely hate because I have no one. Making friends is really hard for me considering I'm an huge introvert and I have trouble trying to enjoy myself when I do mangae to find the time to go out, on top of the fact that I work an odd shift (3 to midnight on a rotating schedule) so it's hard find people to do stuff with. Due to that I try to use online dating but I haven't had any luck. I've been here for almost 3 years, and every single date I've tried to go on I've been stood-up and ghosted by people like I feel I have a decent connection with. The first hand full of times I brushed it off as whatever, but now I feel like maybe I'm doing something wrong and I just don't know anymore. The one person who really wanted to actually go on a date with me gave me a really weird vibe after he started sending me pictures of his passed out friend. It turned out to be true and after I politely declined him he sent me a bunch of my personal info that I never gave him, like my address and where I was originally from. I feel like somebody cant be this unlucky when it comes to trying to establish relationships. I honestly don't know what to do all I really want to is to go on a date with a guy and not be stood up for once. I don't think I'm pushy, I don't send a bunch of texts, if i dont get a response I wait a few days and send a follow up if i dont get a response i move on. I'm always open to rescheduling, and reasonable if someone cancels on me but I end up being ghosted later on. I really want to meet someone and have a genuine relationship, but I feel like the only thing I can do outside of online dating is go to a bar which I hate due to the atmosphere and I don't feel comfortable with drinking in public. Any advise would be much appreciated. P.S. Sorry for the long post.
How do I get him to fuk me??
The other week my and my best mate got very high. Were both "straight" him more then me haha. As the night got on we started talking about sex and our secret experiences one thing led to another and he whipped out his hard piece. He dared me to suck him so I did untill he was shotting his load down the back of my throat. Now the thing is im in a relationship with a girl but ever since then ive just wanted him to pound me and I want to taste him again. What do I do??
Anyone else play spot the queer?
Like you're watching a new TV show or movie, especially from this decade, and try to figure out which characters are gay before they come out or if they actor is gay or just really effeminate. 'Cause my gaydar doesn't seem to work as effectively on TV shows anymore. Maybe I'm just too old now?
Depressed & Suicidal Ideation
Hello friends,This past month has been very stressful for me. I'm just going to list some things on my mind. Sorry for this wall of text.• I'm a college student in undergrad; and I'm studying to become a registered nurse. I need a certain GPA to qualify for my program; however, I think that this semester is going to destroy my GPA. I'm studying my ass off in order to prevent this but things look bleak.• If I fail this semester, I will have wasted 2 years of time and money in community college. I will have to start from scratch in a vocational program. I don't know where to even restart.• I'm going to have to put down my dog/best-friend in a few months. I've had her since I was a youth. I'm not exactly sure how to prepare for her death. I'm not even sure if I want to euthanize her; instead let nature take its course. She's due to be euthanized in September but she's still so lively.• I finally met someone! He made me really happy, and was very patient with my inexperience. I felt good about being gay for once. (internalized homophobia)• He was talking to someone else the entire time we had been sexually involved. He said he didn't do anything with him; but he's in Vegas with him right now. I'd leave him, but the pickings are very slim; and I like him a lot.• When I see straight couples who love each other, I wonder if being gay is not right. Most gay people I meet just want to f*** or be FWB. Am I stupid for wanting something more conventional or "heteronormative"? Getting married sounds unrealistic in this lifestyle. I'm thinking of going back to suppressing my sexuality; it's brought me nothing but trouble.• My mom lies to me.• My Dad and I are close, but if he knew I was gay he'd disown me.• I have one friend. I've known him since childhood. This is the only person I trust. I love him & he loves me. (Platonically)• I've done things in the past I'm really not proud of. It affects me today. I would do anything to go back and change everything.• I have a crippling social anxiety that inhibits me from socializing; due to excessive sweating & panic.• In summary, I am really disappointed where I am now, at age 21.My academic and future career plans are crumbling before me. I am jealous of the relationships my straight counterparts are able to foster. I wish I wasn't gay. I wish my parents actually loved me. I just wish my efforts would go rewarded. I know life isn't fair. I try to be a good person; I admit when I'm not. I'm just so tired of people, life, etc.Post-Script: I am not a danger to myself or others. I just felt I needed to write this out. No response is necessary, but is appreciated. Maybe tell me what I'm doing wrong? How can I make life more enjoyable? I've already tried solitude.
Share some stories!
Since I am trying to figure myself out, please tell me some stories, what’s the cutest guy, and best story?
Is it ok to give my cousin a blowjob?
So my cousin and I have been really close since we were young. He is 7 years younger than me. In his 20s. I’m out and make no apologies for who I am. No I’m not a flamer. He is “Straight”. He has a 10inch penis. We were driving to the next town about 5 years ago and he undid his fly and pulled out his hard Wang, while he was driving. This isn’t uncommon he’s that bloke that gets it out whenever possible. He said that he has never had anyone ever swallow it whole. I joked I bet I could. He told me to try. And I sucked all 10 inches down while he was driving. I had his balls on my chin. When I came up he was dribbling and asked if I could finish it off. I opened my mouth and sucked him until I had a stomach full of baby batter. Ever since then when ever we have a spare 10 minutes he asks for a quick gobby. Ok so. My question... is it ok to give your cousin a quick blOwjob? If I’m honest i fucking love it. Is this normal? He says I suck cock like no one else can. Am I alone with this? And is there any harm in doing what I do best to a blood relative..?
2018. május 20., vasárnap
PrEP? Side effects?
I’m considering taking PrEP. How bad are the side effects and does everyone get them?
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