To gay or not to gay

Being gay has been something I've actively been fighting. It'd be so much easier if I could choose to be straight. Young gay men seem to primarily (not al but the majority) hate on larger gay guys. The other problem is I don't find older gay men romantically attractive, just not really my thing.SO, am I perma-single? Or do wait until I'm old enough to become the Daddy fetish?Thoughts?