2017. június 3., szombat
Cuddling with a straight man
So I've been exploring my sexuality recently and just had a very strange experience. I'm traveling at the moment and through a friend I met some guys who live in a student residence, so yesterday we got together to have some beers and play Fifa on a Friday night. There I met one of this guys roommate, lets's call him John, we hit it off pretty well and started talking about many things, including his ex girlfriend and some of the girls he was talking to on tinder. After drinking a bit we decided to go to a party in a residence nearby and when we got there after like half an hour he started dancing with me but really close, and holding my hands and everything, we were both a bit drunk. When the party ended some people decided to go to the beach which is really close and we decided to go too, but then he literally picked me up, put me over his shoulder and carried me all the way there and before getting there we took a detour and went to walk to the woods instead, just the two of us. While we walked there was always some physical contact, grabbing arms, hugging, etc. And after a while he mentioned that this was a super gay moment but that he was not gay and asked me if I was to which I replied yes. We kept talking for a long time and then decided to go to the beach where everyone was and at some point we came to the conclusion that I would stay in his room because my place was really far away. While at the beach he kept mentioning that he wanted to take a girl home, but he never talked to any girls and after a while we went back to his place, we made some food, he gave me a new toothbrush and when we went to bed we both just took our pants off and cuddled. We both had super hard ons and there was some dry humping, but never any kissing or dick touching and the few times I tried to put my hand inside his underwear he would just casually move it somewhere else. We got to sleep a bit cuddling all night, but I had to wake up early so I left and said goodbye but he was still very sleepy. And I haven't seen him or talked to him since then. I'm just confused as to what it all meant and would like to know what you guys think.
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