My weird desire(?)

I don't really know how to start this, but let me begin with saying that I just made this account, I'm a straight male and I'm really confused by my own feelings right now.Lately i've been thinking how it would be to have a relationship with another man. How it would be different from a relationship with a woman. Mostly i've been thinking about how a man could hold me tight and protect me, instead of me doing that with a woman.It really bothered me when I was thinking how I would love to cuddle and play with a man just comfy on my bed, nothing sexual, just holding each other, running through his hair, etc.I am as straight as can be, or at least I thought I was. I still feel way more attracted to women than to men. I think about women in a sexual and loving way, but with men I just think of them in a loving and caressing way.Now here is my question: Since I really want to "cuddle" with another man, even though I want women more than man, does this make me bisexual?Sorry if it doesn't make any sense. I'm just very confused and I feel like I'm not my normal self right now. If you have any advice or questions please comment.