im freaking out

throwaway because im a little bitchim falling in love with another man but... im straight? right? like its so strange to me but im catching feelings for another man, sexually, intimately, etc. i like females but..... another male? idk how to feel.so there's this guy that ive built a close relationship with, been through numerous relationships and just hung out alot whenever shit went south with the relationship, we would talk about how wrong they treated us and how we just need to focus on life and stop letting stuff hurt us so easily all the time. and ive been getting romantic feelings for him, not just now but since weve first met. We would stare at eachother like we wanted eachother in every way possible.im so lost, is it wrong to have these feelings, for a GUY? idk how to feel, im not homophobic but that just doesn't seem like something i would be intohelp please