did I waste my first time?

Me and my friend Kyle got high and we are like friends and have always joked brojobs and having sex . So we got on the topic and he said i would let you suck my dick. And after that he made hints telling me i should, like saying stuff like i wonder how it would feel. Oh and and him have always kind of had a romantic feel, are friends call us out on it. So I look at him and he looks at me and we make eye contact and I ask if he really wants me too. (I actually really want to and I was High) he bit his lip and nodded we were on a couch so I got on my knee and I could tell where his dick was because he was hard so I sucking on his pants where his dick was. Then I took his pants off then his underwhere he had about a 5.5 incher, anyway he grabs my hair and shove his dick in my mouth and I started sucking. Then he took it out and asked if he could fuck me. I was High so I said yes so he put me on all fours and stuck it in and thrusted slowly it hurt at first but then it started to feel really good. He started to jerk me off while he fucked me. Then he came in my ass and then soon i came. Then laid down with eachother and went to sleep. So guys was it that i was high or like was it repressed feeling. Im pretty sure im straight. So did i like waste my first time?