Can you help me accept that I'm gay?

That sounds dumb, I know it does. But hear me out. I know I like guys, not just in a sexual way but in a genuine I-want-to-share-my-life-with-another-man way. But for some reason I can't quite convince myself of it. It's really bugging me.I know for 98% sure that it doesn't have to do with me not wanting to be gay, because I just want to accept myself how I am. Do you guys know a way?