Please tell me i'm not alone

(Please ignore grammar mistakes if there was one) Are there any gays who love watching male fighting vids and have socks fetish at the same time? First of all,I'm NOT a violent person. I dont know how it's grown on me,but since my childhood,i've got this strong feeling about male violence,back then,i couldn't figure out what was the feeling about. Older,i started to really love those fighting videos,and males only,because i sensed that those fighting vids really make me horny,and it's the time when socks fetish comes in. I feel confused and lonely,the people share the same interests with me is so rare that i can't find someone to talk to. Therefore,if you have the same hobbies as me.