Please guys, I don't know how to deal with this predicament!!! I am a catfish now :/ this is getting out of control...

Hello guys, I need your help again, some days ago, I submitted a thread talking about how I feel about my looks and the struggles that I have when I go out with my friends but this situation is driving me crazy. I think it needs special attention and I need to spit this out. I have a crush on this guy at my job. I really have NO words to describe how he makes me feel: nervous, my heart beats like crazy, I forget about my problems, and laboral stress, he makes me feel so relax. He is cute, so f**** cute, easy going, down to earth, smart, everything that I like In a man, gosh, I feel "stoned" not a cause his looks, I mean I look at him and just want to spend all night around his arms, just cuddling, watching a movie in a rainy day ( I love rainy days) I know it sounds crazy, I see hot guys every day and only feel this way around him. SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? I know since the very first time that I saw him that I have nooooooo f******* chance with a guy like that. I talked about him with my friends and they want me to get the confidence to start talking with him. But I didn't do that. I just wanted to know more about him so I managed to find his Instagram and Facebook profiles (both set as private) so since he have seen my face when we are having lunch at the cafeteria, I had to create a fake Instagram profile using pics of a hot guy that I have as friend on my real profile. That was when things started to get crazy: My friends almost stopped talking to me because they got angry because I didn't sent the friend request from my real profile. He accpeted the invitation and started to like the pics of the guy of my fake profile and I like some pics of his profile too. I also told another friend that at work about my crush on him and she yesterday sat just next to him, same table to have lunch and started a conversation with him. She told me that I should approach because he is so charming, easy going and open, they spent one hour talking so she got plenty of information for me. She said that guy is everything but honestly my chances are pretty low because he is also very rich (he lives almost in a casttle) while I manage to have. A "decent life" and a lot of people are trying to catch him. But she said if I am smart I can get my goal. That I should try. She even had a plan in order to introduce me to him. I said NO. She said that I am so insecure and I fear a possible rejection (which is true) I'd rather stay way from him. When I arrived home thinking about he and what my friend said and posted 3 pics of some song lyrics about having a crush on someone who doesn't know everything about you. (And he liked 2 of those pics ). He likes the guy on my fake account, and the real me almost is invisible and now I am becoming a catfish. I feel no sad. That is the only way that I can have him, I know it's not the best way but what can I do if I am ugly and poor and he's too much and I'm nothing. This sucks so hard.