Anyone willing to give feedback?

Hi Everyone,I hope this subreddit is an okay place to post this question. If not, please let me know and I will post elsewhere (recommendations would be great!).I am hoping that the members of this community would be willing to give me some advice on a situation that I am in. First lets start off with a little background:I am a male in my twenties and I am currently engaged to a female whom I love so much. I have always considered myself to be "straight" with... a little bit of curiosity for same sex relations.My dilemma:I am extremely attracted to women, and I find my finacee to be the most beautiful and sexy woman and I am extremely sexually attracted and compatible with her. The only thing is, I am also attracted to men. Here is the caveat though. I find myself attracted to men's penises, and men's bodies, however, I do not often find men to be attractive in a general sense. It has happened before and I have found myself looking at men and being attracted to them, but its not terribly often.I tend to prefer gay or transgender porn to all others as the idea of a penis turns me on the most. I typically do not look at regular heterosexual porn and if I do, it is blow job porn with the focus of my attention being on the man's penis.I have had sexual relations with a few men and I have found that I really enjoyed it. I love pleasuring a man and having the satisfaction of knowing it. I find certain sexual acts to be extremely satisfying. I also find myself craving and wanting more sexual relations with men on a pretty regular basis.There in lies my problem. I am engaged and in a dedicated relationship with a woman that I love. But I feel myself craving and wanting a man's penis with an extreme intensity.What advice do you all have for t his situation? Have any of you been in this situation yourselves? How did it turn out?Edit: Formatting Thanks for listening everyone and thank you in advance for your advice!