Why do I always fall in love with straight guys?

I was thinking about the times that I fell in love and all of them were with straight guys. It's a shitty thing, because I always fall on my face, why does the love have to be so complicated for us? Why can't we choose who to love? And to rub salt on the wound I'm not out.Btw: I'm not a native speaker, I'm sorry for my mistakes.