I want to be honest... AMA

Hi, I am recently out of a relationship. None of my relationships last more than four months. I have never had anyone to tell all of my dirty little secrets to. To say I am looking for love right now is an under and an over statement. I am diagnosed as bipolar and manic depressive, I am not medicated though I am supposed to be and I choose not to be. I don't know if anyone would ever want to stick it out with someone who puts all of their energy and thought into empirical thinking. It is a daily process that keeps me level and happy. I want a friend, I want to be completely honest to someone. Anyone. AMA.