A Few Questions

I'll lay them out immediately, for clarity:When I think about sex, I think of the male/female missionary position with involvement of romantic/affectionate practice (i.e. eye contact). I also (to no surprise) enjoy the feelings of sex. Though technically this makes me bisexual, I identify as gay because I have only ever focused on males in pretty much anything outside of this idea of sex. I will never have the level of interest for a female that I have for a guy. The problem is that I feel I will miss sex once I 'give it up'. Does anybody else have this issue? How odd is it for a gay man to have a platonic female friend to have vaginal sex with? Alternatively, was this easily forgotten about once you had your first (I've never had a real one) gay sexual experience?For whatever reason, after I ejaculate, I continue to leak cum (slowly, little at a time) over the next 20 minutes or so. Once it dries, others claim it makes me smell like oysters. What's worse is that the same effect occurs if I ever get slightly aroused, pre-cum, and then that dries. I can't even hug attractive male friends because of the risk this poses. I am uncircumsized and clean extremely thoroughly as a result, but to no avail. I have a good diet and the doctors I saw did not even know what pre-cum was. This problem persisted before I was sexually active, and I really hope it isn't just 'bad genetics'. My friends tell me that they do not experience the leaking, and I have never smelled their semen, even after they have wanked and not showered. It's destroying my hope for future gay interactions. Can anyone relate to this?I apologize for posting this on a throwaway but I really am not prepared to have a fully open expression of my gay identity. These problems are the main reasons why. I am terrified of being rejected for fear of poor hygiene or infection, or something like that.Thank you very much if you respond.