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Im 34 and single. Im also heavyset. Like alot of other gay men out there who have a "type" theyre attracted to, I am attracted to younger men. 18-29 and athletic. Trouble is, the only young men Ive met are online and most are looking for either a hookup or a "sugardaddy". I am very loving and looking for someone to spend some time with. Is that too much to ask?

I was sure I was 100% gay since I was like a 12 year old awkward teenager, but...

I still like men, the only porn I ever masturbated to was gay porn, and I lost my virginity when I was 18 years old with a man. I am 22 years old now and I still like men but there has been something "strange" with me the las couple of weeks, and now I was watching bisexual porn, and I was like ok. But today I masturbated to lesbian porn (Now I am sounding like a porn freak), and now I feel like... What. I do not know, But while I like sexually men, I feel like I can fall in love with a man or a woman (I had a crush with 3 girls in my high school years), but I never felt sexually atracted to girls, and now that I watched and enjoyed lesbian porn, I feel like the same confused (not as confused) kid 10 years ago.Had you ever heard a story like mine, I must not be the only one (And sorry for my english)EDIT: By the way, my only sexual experiences has been with guys.EDIT 2: AND I MEAN, I used to be disgusted watching vaginas but this time I really was not. (Stop being a freak!)

Brooding gay men

I’m 21 y/o gay male living in nyc and I have always been captivated by brooding, quiet, sulking, calm, mischievous, somewhat removed men. Does anyone have any experience with guys like this? I’ve met a handful but they were all straight. This type person usually has a troubled past, so I would imagine there would be a fair amount in the gay community, given our social conditions. I want to hear stories about this type of guy, but the rest of the internet is focused on straight relationships.Also, if you know of any gay or bi characters (male or female) that fit this trope, please share. Think Sasuke Uchiha, Dean Winchester, Niklaus Mikaelson, Jon Snow, or even Batman. Except gay

What are the best subreddits or free online sites to talk to a therapist that specializes in helping people find & understand their sexual orientation or identity?

This is what I prefer, if I can't do that, then I'll probably talk to a therapist at my college because the therapists and psychiatrists at my psychiatric center will still talk to my mom about my issues even though I'm over 18. I'm 80-90% sure I'm naturally gay and have "some" interest in women because of environmental factors. I also need help in fully accepting my sexual orientation & undoing my biases against homosexual behavior.

The First Time I Got Paid for it

Had a message that someone wanted to know about the time when I first got paid for a sexual activity. Here it goes.A friend of mine had told me about a place in the back of one of the local parks where you could find other guys that would suck you off. Being the horny boy that I was it didn't take to long before I was there to see if it was true, or if he was just making shit up to make himself sound good.So one night when I knew I would have a few hours to myself I rode down to the park. There was a restroom in the back of the park near where the baseball and soccer fields were so it was pretty easy to find. There were also a few picnic tables there so I chained my bike to a table, sat on the top of it and just waited.After nothing happened for a while I went into the restroom and found that there was a small hole ground out in the wall between the two stalls. It was just big enough to look through and nothing more, but was at the level where if someone had been there I could have seen their cock and stuff.I was about to leave when I heard someone else come into the restroom and occupy the stall next to me. When he had been there for a few minutes I took a peek, and sure enough he was gently jacking himself off. I looked for a few minutes and then took my own dick out of my shorts and started jacking off too. I'd see the area around the hole go dark and figured he was looking in the hole at me. By his shoes and stuff I could tell that he was an older guy, but couldn't tell how old, so I was pretty sure by looking at my shoes and bare legs in my shorts that I was a younger guy.We kept looking back and forth a bit until when I was looking in the hole at him he put his eye up to the hole and I was looking him in the eye now. I jumped back and my heart was racing, so I pulled by shorts back up, flushed to toilet for effect, and went and sat back down at the table I was at. A few minutes later that guy came out and walked down the path and I assume left.A few minutes later another guy, probably in his 30s and really good looking, came up and went into the restroom. I gave him a few minutes and I went in too. He was already in one of the stalls, so I went into the other, pulled my shorts down and sat down. I could already feel him looking at me so I opened my legs up and started to slowly jack off for him. When I could tell he backed away, I looked to see what he had and was pretty impressed.We went back and forth like that for a few minutes before I heard him say "I'll give you $20 if I can blow you". I wasn't thinking at all because the first thing that came out of my mouth was "where?" He replied "follow me".We got out of the restroom and went down a trail a few minutes father into the park and into an area that had a few trees and bushes and wasn't under any lights. He got down on his knees, undid my belt and took my shorts and underwear down and got to sucking me pretty quick. I don't know if it was because we were out in public, or I was just super horny, or he gave me a good blow, but I didn't last long and gave him a good load of cum in his mouth while he was gripping my ass and balls.When we were done, he pulled my shorts back up for me and slipped the $20 into my pocket as I was doing the belt up again. He told me I had a great dick to suck and would do it again if I wanted to. All I had to do was meet him there on the days that he said he went there. Let's just say that for the next while I made a lot of spending money from letting him suck me off.So that was my first time making money from sex.

Have a bit of an awkward question to get your opinions on...

So one of my friends recently came out as being lesbian. It wasn't a huge shock to me i always kinda guessed it.But as of now she says she doesnt want to go to our senior ball. I can now kinda click two and two together and see this might have been why she skipped prom last year too.So i was wondering... would you guys think it would be weird or wrong to ask her to go with me? (im a straight male) I dont want her to be left out again.