Is it just me.

I read and read and read all these posts from Gay Men about a wide range of topics from, I blew 10 guys from Grindr or Am I ugly, why won’t this guy I like talk to me or things like.... I am afraid to come out to my friend because they may not talk to me.... I read and read and I always want to shake the shit out of most people who post this stuff. Here is my opinion that I don’t expect anyone to give a shit about but...... Stop blowing all these men... one day you will regret it or die. Find one guy to blow, at a time anyway... Who gives a flying fuck if Sally won’t talk to you for coming out? This is 2018. Find someone who will embrace you and your orientation. The more you ask people what they think you look like or if your dick is big enough the wider you swing open that door to have people who hate themselves project that on to you. Love yourself. Someone will love you..... Maybe it’s my age. I want so bad to find a gay guy, have a conversation with him, close the conversation and think that was satisfying he loves himself...Doesn’t feel like that’s easy to do.... Thanks for reading this if you got to the end....