I’m ready to give up

I was married for almost 20 years and finally decided to come out a few years ago. Now I have nothing. I’ve lost everything. At this point, I might as well lose my life as well. I have no home, job or car. I’ve searched for months and can’t get hired. I lied about who I was for so long, but at least I wasn’t alone. This year has especially been hard, it started with losing the only man I have ever loved. Then I lost my vehicle, then job, then home. I just can’t see myself doing this much longer. I’m mentally drained.