I think I'm finally ready to be myself

Hello all, this is my first post here and I have to say it feels really good to even be confident enough to post this. I am a freshmen in college and for the past several years have struggled with my sexuality. I grew up in a very conservative and religous family so I always assumed that I should just be straight because thats what the bible teaches and thats what my parents teach. For the better part of the last four years I have been fighting off homosexual desires because I felt ashamed of it and was worried about what people would think about it. I thought my my family would shame me (and still do) and have always tried to act like a normal "manly" man. I've even had a couple of girlfriends and have had sex with a few different girls but I've always felt unsatisfied with that. It is possible that I could be bi-sexual, I suppose. I'm not sure about that though. Anyways, this is literally the first time I've ever told anyone about this and I can't tell you how good it feels to get this off of my chest. I just want to live life and be who i truly am I feel like this is the start of that. Thank you for listening. :-)