Anyone else idolize older men/boys as a kid?

I remember when I was in 2nd grade there was this 5th grader I would see as a role model. I would think to myself 'I want be be as good looking (hot) as him when I grow up. I watched him until my 3rd grade year (and he moved on to middle school). Looking back at it know I think that is a sure sign of developing gay tendencies.