2014. november 9., vasárnap

Long Distance-ish?

My boyfriend and I have been together for going on five months and it's been nothing but gray up until about a month ago. A month ago he was diagnosed with a couple of mental illnesses including anxiety and depression. For this reason I withdrew for this semester. He said he plans on focusing on his health and starting back up in the spring but recently he makes it seem like he might not go back. Because of him withdrawing he moved back how which is not too far. For most people this wouldn't be a big deal but he doesn't have a car and I'm currently a full time student teacher where M-F I teach all day and then I work two jobs during the night. So we don't have much time to see each other out of the past month I've seen him all of three days and it just doesn't feel the same. I've tried explaining to him that this is hard for me. In a way this is long distance and I didn't sign up for long distance. I really love and care for him a lot but I am at such alias of what to do. It's hard for me to not see him and the. The added that thought he might not ever return terrifies me. What should I do?

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