I used to do porn, can't get guys to take me as a human being with feelings

I don't do it anymore and I am still quite young (23). I am not going to beat about the bush guys once they find out what I did (and they always do) see me as nothing more than a fuck. If a guy acts nice to me, acts like he doesn't know what I've done once we go to the bedroom it's pretty obvious they know what I used to be, one guy spat in my mouth like I am some $10 dollar hoe. I can't escape this, everywhere I go someone recognizes me and it's so annoying (I only made 4 scenes).. I just want to meet a guy that isn't ashamed to have me as a boyfriend. I am starting to get really paranoid that people are talking about me. You probably think you did porn what do you expect but we all do stupid things mine just happen to be on the internet forever. Maybe it is just paranoia but I just feel like nobody decent will ever want me and the guys that act decent to me just want to fuck a "porn star".You can skip all that if you want, I really just want to know if you met me and you liked me would it put you off?