So I used to be weird and chat guys up with fake pics. Usually I would send guys a pic of a huge dick to see if they are size queens or not before talking to them on my real account (I NEVER set up fake dates or got romantic/emotional because I might be crazy, but I'm not a bad person). Anyway, I really enjoyed talking to this one guy who was actually a really sweet guy. I came out that it wasn't really me and we had a long talk about being confident and that he didn't care that I am much smaller than the pics I showed him.So he eventually wanted to see what I look like. I re-downloaded grindr, messaged him with a pic of my real face (it was the next day after talking so I was hoping we could start clean without the crazy bullshit) and within a minute he blocked me. I was...a little hurt to say the least. He didn't seem like that kind of guy. Ignoring someone you're not attracted to is okay, but blocking them feels like "you're so ugly that I don't even want to see you in the list of guys in my area."I was kind of thinking he may have figured out who I was, so I go back on my fake account and message him...he replies...okay, so he doesn't know who I am still. We talk for a few more days and again he tells me he wants to see me. It took a lot of courage to tell him that I already did message him and got nothing. He acts a little confused and asked if it was months ago when he was in a relationship. I asked him who he usually blocks/ ignores and he says that he only blocks old people or people who send too many messages. I only sent one "hey! how are you? :D" and I'm 21, so I don't fit that block criteria.I don't know. I'm obviously not in love or even like him because we've never met, but I like his personality so far and he comes from an interesting background.Ugh. I know it's my fault to begin with for catfishing guys, but I don't know what to do. Send him a pic on my fake account? I don't know.
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