2017. augusztus 7., hétfő

I need advice on what to do about this guy

Okay so for starters, i'm only 16 and i've never hooked up with or dated anyone before, romance in general turned me off until about a couple months ago when i met a guy at work and all these feelings hit me like a truckIve always been confident in my independence, and never craved to be in a relationship with someone, but i guess you could call me a tease in that i'm pretty flirty with every guy, gay or straight.I started working somewhere new and this guy, who i assumed was straight, kinda became my new target to flirt with, but my intentions were nothing more than to make a straight guy question himself a little- after getting to know him briefly it was obvious he wasn't uncomfortable or turned off by me at allI started doing little things like if he asked me to try a drink, i'd get on all fours and drink it out of his hand, or subtle conversational hints and winks, eye contact, etc.after about a month of working there i noticed he would reciprocate flirting and our eye contact became powerful? I fell pretty hard and immediately began regretting all the tacky flirting i'd been doing recently.Now that i was seriously interested, I asked my friend to ask some his friends about his sexuality, i'm pretty confident in my looks and there's not many gays in my town, so if he was gay i'd definitely ask him outMy friend excitedly texted me going on about how they got him really drunk one time and He admitted that he wanted to do stuff with a guy, and after that his friends didn't get drunk with him again because they were scared he would try to get with themThis made me happy but also a little sad because even though it's a small town and that type of homophobia is expected, i'm sure he was crushed his friends weren't supportive of him in something that might've been a big deal.I should say that it doesn't help that he's the type of guy who thinks it's funny to flirt with other straight guys at work, spanking, touching their nipples through their shirt, whatever, but he's the only one who's ever done it to me, pretty much everyone else backs off because i'm openly gayI knew flirting at work wasn't gonna be enough to cut it, so i started to ask him to hang out, and initially he said, "yeah we should hang out .. like in a group or something" which let me down because i felt like that was his way of saying he's just comfortable as friends.I backed off but then he started asking me to hang out, so i said yes, but it was just little things like getting fast food after our shifts were over and then chilling in the parking lot. The entire time we were alone it was awkward as fuck, which like i couldn't tell if that was because there was sexual tension on both sides or what.The whole last couple months have just been filled with confusion, id ask him to come over and drink because my family was having a fire and he's say "i don't want to meet your dad like that" so i said, "well how do you want to meet my dad!?" kinda taken aback, and he said, "Well i'd like to shake his hand and say hello, not yell, 'hey pass me a beer!'"I told him to come see a movie with me, and he asked every other person who was working that night if they could come too. I can't tell if that's him being uncomfortable with me being gay or him being uncomfortable with him being attracted to me, but it always throws me offWe ended up going together (alone), we missed the movie but still hung out, as awkward as it was.every time i leave, he'll ask for a hug and like it's sweet but it confuses the fuck out of me.it doesn't help that Everyone at work makes comments that make it seem like he has a huge crush on me. I haven't told anyone at work how i feel about him, but my coworkers will say, "why don't you ask my name" or "wow his name were you thinking about my name when you did that?" and then anytime i ask about it they just laugh and his face turns bright red.i'm just like too confused to put it together, and i'm sick playing bullshit games over someone who's really only like a 6/10. I'd get over myself and just tell him how i feel, but i work with the guy and i don't want to make my job situation awkward with us. I'm kind of at a loss and i need advice on what to do. I really like him a lot i just am sick of dicking around.

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