Am I in love with my best friend (18)

Lambocasper 4 pts 22d /r/lgbtAm i in love with a straight guy (18) So thing is that I'm gay but still in the closet right and I don't know how to feel. One of my closest friends doesn't know (from what i can think) and i have feelings for him but i don't like him i just really care about him and like get jealous we he gets a girlfriend and hooks up with a girl. He's seen me naked and I've seen him naked we've both gone skinning dipping and even cuddle all the time. Like we spent a whole night with my head on his chest and my arm around his neck and stomach ( it fwlt amazing and by the way there was other people 2 by the way). i know hes straight beacuse he shows me pic of the times he does hoopkup. But like its weird cuz sometimes i find the moment very intimate and whem he told me he had sex with this girl he said it as if we were in a realtionship. I love when im laying on the bed/couch and he comes and lays on top of me. Ive never been with a guy or anyone in general but i think the only reason i feel this way about him is beacuse this is the most ive been so close to a guy. Hes pretty attractive and the same age as me but we go to diffrent highschool in Orlando. Do you think he could have a thing for me 2?