Don't you just hate it?

Don't you just fucking hate it when you have a connection with a person and have had it for years, even almost dated and you lose touch and get back in touch. And then they tell you how "there's just something about you...."How "you're not like all of the other people. I've always been drawn to you" blah-fucking-blah and spend the entire night having such amazing conversation and then he kisses you and you spend the night swimming on the the god damn full moon making out and talking about everything and All of these sweet things are said to you and you think he might actually like you and you just get massively fucking confused. Fuck. I think I was just filling a void in his life last night. Sigh.