[NSFW] [Discuss] Straight guy, first experience with another guy.

I'm a straight guy but I have been fantasizing about sexual experiences with another man. Watching gay porn turns me on, so I figured why not try it? So I did.I met up with a guy last night. We kissed, jerked, and blew each other. This was my first time ever. I did enjoy it.I woke up this morning with a feeling of disgust with myself. I was raised in manner where what I did last night was considered unnatural. So now I don't know what to feel.I think contact with another penis turns me on. Nothing more than that. I do love women, I want to marry a woman and have kids one day. I'm not interested in that with another man. It's just purely a sexual thing. Is it normal to feel like this? What should I do?