my now friend/bestfriend/idk what he is anymore 's mum hates me because i spammed her phone when blocked me cause i was about to kill myself.

yeah so me and my friend were talking then he just stopped and blocked me and said he couldnt hang out the next day. btw me and this guy could/ could of be/been a thing one day (;) ;)) and yeah so now his mum hates me and i just want to die.help (i'm a guy btw if i couldnt tell)