[Serious] High School Senior

A little background info about me, I'm a high school senior in West Michigan. I've met some people on grindr and other apps. I haven't had much luck. I'm ultimately looking for a meaningful relationship. On a side note, I cannot approach the LGBT resource center in my area because the program director there has a connection with people in BSA, which I'm heavily involved in, and employed in summer camp wise. I feel like I have no one to turn to. Do you have any advise for me? Feel free to PM me, I have this on my phone, too.